what makes me...

here comes another pot without pics...so sad..i miss my hp alot..aihz..hopefully can get it bac by this weekend..hmm..anyways...this week and next week is exam week..midterm around this time..but ms hueyhsiang...thats me..havent even hit her books yet...god...so many to study..bout baroque music and all..i mean..screw them all la all those baroque composers..thanx to them i got soooooo many things to study...aihz..but to be a musician..there are things u need to give up and sacrifice...but as if i'd sacrificed anything..haha..i still go out whenever i want...haha..well i play and i study hard...hehe..to maintain my grades..if not i'll get screwed up by my parents soon...lolz..anyways...last week went back with bibi la..stayed at his place lo..now his room got a proper working table and.....plus a tv..and his ps2..haha..so good la..can actually hang out in his room and spend most of our time there..haha..bet his parents and grandparents went see us much whenever i'm there with him..coz we'll be hanging out upstairs in his room..haha..watched jersey girl,scary movie 4 and pirates 2 during the weekend...saturday nite bi brought me to see drift..but it wasnt as interesting as the drift every weekeng at Morac last time..coz of the location la..it was quite bored..then went to mamak with his frens for a drink..sunday morning as usual..woke up by his mom..his dad brought us all to teluk gong for lunch..haha.his dad ordered so much food..haha..1st dish was baby lala fried with meehoon..then got fish and crab and prawn..the prawn was really nice..very fresh..haha..that was the 1st time in my life i actually ate so much seafood during one meal and actually peel the prawns myself..coz usually wedding dinner all i lazy to peel wan coz will make my hand dirty and smells..haha...yea i know u will think that i'm being sooo princess-sy..hahaha...tuesday my very free day within one week...yinncher and yirui went to zoo early in the morning..haha..after i attended recital we went to ikea to buy book shelf for lingling...it was my 1st time been there..haha..it was really fun la..get to see all the furniture and think bout how u wanna decorate ur own future house with ur future husband...haha..i'm not a marriage freak ok..just that i'm kinda looking forward to live with bibi only okay..haha..coz i know that my future life with him will be fab everyday..hahaha..at nite i cooked pasta for the 3 of us..bought this ayamas hotdog with mushrooms in it wan..we actually cooked all six of them...haha..imagine how much of hotdog we're eating..haha..but luckily yinncher managed to finished up...he's such a big eater..and after eatting so much...he wasnt full..hahahaha...

this friday is a special day...its our 2nd year anni..hehe..looking forward to it...hehe...rite now i'm blogging..same time listening to music on my lappy and looking at the KL view just ourside my window..its fabulous...after the rain the sky is so clear..can even see the whoe genting nite view..perfect...at this moment i would love to go there with bibi to enjoy the breeze there..isnt it wonderful..being there at a cooling weather with ur loved one..althought been to genting so many times with bibi..but there wasnt once that we just go up there alone..only the both of us..maybe to spend one nite there or something...especially during the nite...god..how i wish me and bi now have holidays and we could just drive up there now and spend a nite or two there..just the two of us..miss ya lots u know..lately bi's so busy with his schu and work..i had emotional break down most of the time lately..so near to our anni and its like everything's happeneing rite now..rite b4 our anni..even if we managed to meet up for the weekend..we will spend most of our time resting and doing our homework..always tell myself that i must treat him better than last time...sometimes i really dunno y i would get so angry at him..nobodys perfect rite..and he's trying so hard...what makes me such an idiot...aihz..i seriously dunno..





*sealed with lots of hugs and kisses to bi..

all my love just to u..love ya...