Thoughts and emotions

drifting away
from everything
friends, people whom we just know thru other frens but never really had the chance to know them yet
thoughts, million of thoughts
all the things that happened,might happened, and wish to happen
sometimes u might wonder
if i didnt walk down this path
how would i ended up now?
if i didnt made this choice then
how would i live now?
live's full of unpreditable stuff
just as the moment u never think it will happen
it happens...
choices are to be made,
paths to be choose
to believe would give us a better life, if not other wise...

i have plenty in my mind
all that shyt that happened
still raw and fresh in my heart and my mind
sad to say that i still had the fears u left of me
u had the choice but u choosed to hurt me
i didnt blame u
as that was what i deserved
but anyhow
just to let u know...
things have changed, but the wounds are still fresh

every now and then
i heard death and unhappy things
as we starting to grow older
shyt happens
this is the way of life
which adults are tyring to deny at times
which also teens and kids are all still naive bout all that
nothing is as easy as before
everyone has a motive behind every action,
everything happens for a reason
and that, is just the way of life...

thoughts,
sometimes just make us so confuse
there are so many things i want to do with u
spend my time with u,
do everything i can with u,
becoz,
u might not know
whats going to happen the next minute

humans,
are all very clever beings
i was once betrayed,
again and again,
i see things differently,
i deal with matters differently,
i treat people differently...
why do we still killing and hurting each other,
when all with could do is
just make each other's live better??

at times like this,
i feel like i'm sick of everything,
ready to give up on everything,
couldnt care less bout anything...
but when i'm okay,
i feel like everything's is so.....
i dunno how to say....
maybe at this point
i'm wordless....

thousands emotions and thoughts are running thru my mind and soul
u might not believe it,
but its true
there are so many things to do
but so little time,money and chance
all in all..
plenty of obstacle
i just wish that i could see things
just as simple as i want them to be...

and all that i've said,
its just the way of life....