Worth of Time

the time has come

til the part where it has to end for good

things happen for at least one reason

its just the nature of life.

confronted by a very good friend of mine

it all started with a good and nice conversation

then i shared my thoughts

he observes well, he says

he feels, but not judge

and so i asked for a piece of his mind

told me everything

something that one wouldnt fond in knowing it

i was sort of upset

tried to defend myself

begged to differ

said that he compromises, i thanked him but forgets bout it soon enough

and that i compromises, but bring it to grave with me

said that i'm being irrational

i'm unforgiving

tried to explain that i'm not being irrational,

but merely just trying to cut down the harm

to which came up to me being selfish

tried to defend myself on me being unforgiving

but i cant find any words to finish up the sentence

all in it sums up to being selfish.

moments later

i found the perfect word to describe myself

"self-centered" that is...

slowly it hit me

that all that he observed was true in a way

felt hopeless and helpless

dissapointed with myself

disgusted with myself

slowly you will realise

that i'm just not worth your time

ur care

ur love

you said we always have a choice

i do agree

honesty provokes

just like how you said it

dont feel sorry for what you've said

coz all of it were nothing but the truth

its all for me to reflect upon myself

slowly...

you'll realise...

that i'm not worth your time...

urs sincerely...