Dead

so should i just officiall announce that this blog is so dead that i bet no one stepped into this site for some time??

Just call me plain lazy..i no longer find the motivation to camwhore or to take picture even whenever i go out, just like i how i used to be...maybe i dont find any reason to take pics anymore..and even if i did..the amount of photo is what i can describe as...SAD...so thats why i dun even bother to post it up here..and just leave them to rot in my cam, in my handbag..hahaha..gosh i'm such a meanie...

my wisdom tooth is hurting again since days ago..shyt..everytime when i'm up to something important it'll start to hurt..just like months ago when i was bout to leave for Korea for performance..it got so bad that it swollen like shyt and i couldnt even speak properly, up til the extend that i couldnt even close my mouth...and now i'm like a week away from my competition and here comes the pain..i'm not too worried bout the pain..just the swelling part..talking bout the PERFECT TIMING...=__="

hmmm...talking bout competition, dunno what am i gonna do with my hair..its at a state that its not too long nor too short..sigh...i miss my hair...=( am gonna keep it long again..but dunno how many gazillion years it'll take...+_____+

hmmm everything's been great this year..i love this year..i've accomplished much...it has been very interesting..lotsa happened..except the fact that i'm uber broke...hahahah...well not that i've been spending like my dad prints money...no..i just started to realise that the living standards in KL is so high..and i could hardly survive on my monthly allowance..lets just say next year will be a nightmare.i dunno how am i gonna make it seriously..not that my dad does not give me the money...he does..in fact..he said i could ask for more when i dun have enough..and so that was what i did when i was desperately in need of money to survive..mana tahu..kena lecture..then after that..he said if not enough let him know again..how irony??.well..most of the money i took from him i spend on paying my vocal and violin lessons, and now..for the accompanist..so in the end there's barely much left for my own spending lo to be honest..and thanks to who that i'm in such state???? i will not say...but god knows, my dad knows, she knows and i know...

every now and then i cant help but keep wondering..how can i survive in the coming next year??sigh...

hmmm shall i start blogging again??feeling abit lazy though...ahahha..i'll try my best la...fully utilize my camera...hahhaha...

okay..will update soon
ciaoz