Alumni Concert (part I)

Random pics


me and bi at dome in bangsar for our 2nd year anniversary...



our love drink...=)



us @ cheer '07



me and rui's retainers..lolz



me and lala...



me hugging baby pooh..at midvalley's toys "r" us.



sexy legs of ours..haha...



having supper...thumbs up for apple pie!!



drinking soup..lingling cooked...


Days before Alumni Concert


i tried out a hair-do for my concert day..played dressing up with lala..merely messing around..









during rehersals..i was bored during the 3 nites of rehersal...



after rehersal, got home and cleaned up..slept around 1 something 2 that few nites...sometimes 3..

something funny happened on thursday early morning...after the 1st rehersal on wednesday..we were all tired and all...so went to sleep quite early..i still remember that i'd posted blog before i went to bed that nite..then around 3 lala came knocking on my door waking me up coz i normally sleep with locking up my door..then when i opened up and asked what happened..she said the fire alarm triggered..i was kinda blur at that time..it took me a few seconds to concerntrate and get back to my sense to realise that there was bell ringing..we went out to see what happened..the corridor was empty..i see nobody came out from their house..typical malaysians..lolz...we went to checked out the lifts..all werent working..we heard ppl running in the stairway..so we rushed back in our house..got changed and took our belongings(handphones, purse and passport) we rushed downstairs...it was my 1st time going thru this..of coz we had those fire drone back during our schu days last time..but we wont take those seriously coz we know they were meant for practice..but at that moment..i kinda panicked a little...i didnt think to take my other stuff..i was panting up and down the house..waiting for them..til lala remind me to take my purse...on our way down we saw lots of indonesia students and negros...we tried to called our frens which stayed opposite us..but at last lingling managed to get to susan...we went downstairs for nothing coz it was a false alarm..god my legs were shaking...imagine..panicked and u had to rushed down 21 floors using the stairs...that was me rushing down the stairs..but imagine u walking up 21 floors..u can die...we stayed downstairs for awhile coz the security guards couldnt disarm the alarm and we cant use the lift to go back up again...we then met victor and another fren(i forgot his name..sorry) and went yamcha for awhile...4 something 5 only sleep that nite..and the next morning got class @ 11am..when i went home after class @ 2pm..the alarm rang again coz of the chemical smoke to kill the mosquitos..we were stucked downstairs again and it was really smelly..god..at that time rui and lala was at home..lala was sleeping and rui was sweeping the floor...according to rui, the bell rang for quite some time but she didnt bother coz she knew that got ppl came to spray the chemical thingy..but then xiaotian and susan all came ringing our door bell and asked her to go down coz got smoke and they suspected got fire this time..so she woke lala up and went down..we met downstairs..the funny thing is they took the lift down together with a man...then half way thru the lift just stopped..of coz lala panicked la..hahaha..but nothing happened la...it was a good experience..haha

Alumni Concert Day 1


bi fetched us all to coll..was running late..supposed to be there @ 6.30pm while the concert only starts @ 8pm..















big face hueyhsiang in action!!!






the three boyfrens..yinncher(rui's), victor(lala's), and patrick(mine)



look at lingling who's behind me..she looked so cute doing that..ahaha












lala, valarie, lingling and me..



ling and i.waiting for lift



smilling for the camera..i looked weird...






close-up shot to show my eye make-up..lala did the touch-ups for me(darkening my eye make-up)



this is how i ended my 1st day of concert..sleepy and tired..

I choosed to walk this path alone...

听见

你不开心的眼

仿佛将我推到悬崖边缘

距离就算再靠近眼前

我们一样没交点

没有你的世界

就像寒冬没有春天依偎

少了你陪在身边

我的四季只剩下冬天

悲伤喜悦回忆不断重演

静下来的世界

有我的思念

也有你的空虚无边

你有没有听见

寂寞的声音悄悄在蔓延

它住进我们之间

消耗着我和你的永远

你有没有听见

思念的呼唤传遍每条街

就算你走的再远

累了回头我就在你的身边

天使

你就是我的天使

保护著我的天使

从此我再没有忧伤

你就是我的天使

给我快乐的天使

甚至我学会了飞翔

飞过人间的无常

才懂爱才是宝藏

不管世界变得怎黱样

只要有你就会是天堂

像孩子依赖著肩膀

像眼泪依赖著脸庞

你就像天使一样

给我依赖给我力量

像诗人依赖著月亮

像海豚依赖海洋

你是天使

你是天使

你是我最初和最后的天堂

Let The Music Heal My Soul

"Big Girls Don't Cry"

Da Da Da Da

The smell of your skin lingers on me now

You're probably on your flight back to your home town

I need some shelter of my own protection baby

To be with myself and center, clarity

Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal, myself and I

We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've got to get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

Don't cry

Don't cry

Don't cry

The path that I'm walking

I must go alone

I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown

Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?

And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

Its personal, myself and I

We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've got to get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard

We'll play jacks and uno cards

I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine

Yes you can hold my hand if you want to

'Cause I want to hold yours too

We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds

But it's time for me to go home

It's getting late, dark outside

I need to be with myself and center, clarity

Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal, myself and I

We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've got to get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

Don't cry

Don't cry

Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da Da

I'm not the one you used to know...but i'm still me...

its 0120 of thursday,05-07-2007...an instead of sleeping..i'm here to blog..there are few reasons to it..1stly, earlier on i had concert rehersals at coll til 11pm..then reached home around 12 something..showered and all..so my hair is still wet and i dun wanna go damage my hair by drying it with hair dryer...2nd thing..i realise that quite alot of things had happened and i think its time for me to spill it all out so i can keep in new stuff..aik..
so its already half of a brand new week..busy with so many things la...monday class as usual..tuesday was my favourite day...coz bi came find me and brought me out..we went dating...aahhh..miss that feeling..miss him too..wont be seeing him til this saturday when we comes to see my coll's concert, in which i'll be performing too..but singing in the choir..no solo works for me..boo boo!!!!lolz...bi brought me out to midvalley..but before that he fetched me to the secondary schu opposite my coll..i need to go there to certify some documents for that stupid ptptn loan...it was damn ridiculus i'm telling u...when u send ur documents for verifying...u actually need to donate rm5 to that freaking schu for some pembangunan sekolah thingy..this is my first time encountering such a funny thing..haha..anyways off we went to midvalley after that..qued for quite some time to buy movie tickets for Transformers..boy it was really good that movie...four thumbs up for it..two from my hand and the other 2 from my legs..lolz..seriously i was really good and i we ad planned to get a copy of ori dvd of that movie for keeping..went shopping around for stuff for my concert use..and present for celine's birthday this coming sunday...bi's sista..which unfortunately i cant attend coz i got concert..two nites of performance..today..it was kinda okay okay so-so la..busy as usual with all my classes..most of 'em all cramp on this day..then rush home to changed into shorts and had a quick dinner..then went back to coll again for rehersals @ 7 til 11 pm..and it will be continued tomorrow and the nite after 2mr..so i guess this week again..i can barely have enough rest...today i skipped my choir sectionals to stay home to finish up filling up the ptptn online form..god it was really tough..i seriously have no idea at all on some of the things they asked.just simply whack that form..and plus i slept very late last nite,woke up super early this morning for my 8am theory class..then at 9.30am i came home again..it actually took me more than one hour to finish filling up the form..god...after that i went to sleep and woke up around 1 something to had my lunch with rui before going to class @ 2...if i didnt took that nap in the morning..i think i'll be already collapse during the rehersals just now...so boring there and had to stand on the risers..my leg nearly swollen..i wonder how am i going to stand for such a long time for this coming half of the week..but luckily i had my faithful Harry Potter book with me..which kept me occupied for the time i was waiting for the other parts of rehersals which i wasnt and will not involved...and its gonna keep me busy during rehersals for this coming two nites...
off to bed!!!!nitez...

Money is not everything..but without it almost anything is impossible..

its 2355 of monday...i'm here blogging while watching CSI vegas after studying for the last 2-3 hours...couldnt absorb anymore..so decided to take a break and will continue 2mr...my day today filled with alot of anger and frustrations(i belief that most of the music students,girls especially..feel so)well will talk bout that matter later on..let me begin on last friday...
last friday..it was me and bi's 2nd year aniversary..happy..second year ler..hehe..but i guessed that the timing wasnt rite for us..bi had his usual friday house meetings...he picked me up around 6 something 7pm..coz the highway to cheras had a massive jam and i dunno why..jammed all the way from federal highway..then we went back home..hanged out in his room and played ps2..went for dinnner then headed to Zheng Guan's house for meeting...after meeting ended around 10.30pm..bi brought me down to bangsar..sadly coz i never been there before..lolz..so we went there..weather wasnt great coz it rained all the way from kota kemuning to bangsar..the nite life there was okay..not as interesting or as excited as i thought it would be..basically during the nite..there's nothing much to do except for clubbing or yam-cha with frens..or maybe play pool of foos with frens la..i'm not a clubbing person,and bi doesnt like me going out late at nite..anyways...we drove around the housing area..bi showed me the big big houses there...i still think that the condos and house in damansara are nicer lo..coz maybe bangsar is not a new place la..so most of the houses there are old buildings unless they rebuild it...anyways..we went to bangsar village II..crowded hang out places...so we went to bangsar shopping centre..bi wanted to bring me for haagen dazz..but there werent many choices..so we ended up at dome..had some frappucino with cadbury crunchie on it..it was really nice..but i like it coz if the crushed crunchie on it..haha...after that we went back home d lo..kinda sad rite u might think is this how u celebrate ur anniversary???but what matters most to me is that i get to spend time with bi..
saturday morning..bi went to batu caves for his midterm assignment..design some batik cloth thingy..then came back home around 1 something in the afternoon.i dunno what was he thinking the day before..he actually thought of skipping his midterm just to bring me to watch cheer..but of coz i kinda got mad at him coz how can he even think of that mad idea???his midterm is obviously much more important that cheer la.i'm touched by how much he's willing to sacrifice for me..but when it comes to studies.its always much more important than anything else..after lunch we went out to pyramid for movies..ran into some of my old schu frens..and bi's too...we bought fantastic four's ticket at 5.40pm..so we hanged out there since like 3pm..ended up sitting in SanJenZhuang reading Seventeen to past time..lolz..after movies we went to pizzahut in shah alam coz the one in pyramid was really crowded..i think its more to fully packed..
sunday morning we went to cheer '07..around 2.45pm we went back coz bi had another meeting in damasara indah at 5pm later in the evening..we went home,showered and get changed..then went out to meet up with other frens..then off we went..meeting ended around 7..went searching around for dinner in damasara..but all crowded and i hate to wait with all the food cooking and frying smell all over u..i hate it when my shirt smells like food or any other awful smells..i know i'm weird but i'm not the only one with this weird behaviour thing..my 3rd uncle has it too alrite...lolz...so we went home and bi cooked noodles for me..after resting he fetched me back to cheras..bi stayed here til around 2.20am just to accompany me and same time did his homework while i was sleeping in my room..too tired and i dunno y..
here comes monday..went to classes as usual..during choir class..the pricipal for schu of music told us all that for the annual concert that will be held next week, all the girls that are performing will be required to wear a long black dress..the length til ur heels..rehersals next week from wednesday til friday..from 7pm til 11pm..it was really frustrating u know..last week they "forced" us to buy four tickets for the annual concert and made us all sell it..and we had to pay for it even before we managed to sell it all out..and now they're asking us to buy a dress that we only get to wear it for once..then cannot be revealing la..must wear a black cardigan ourside la to cover up and all..we ad got clack slacks and shirts for concert use..but the there she goes asking us to spend money again..every event she handle she will end up making us spending a fortune for things that are unnecessary..as if all of us are from a rich family..we dont okay...our parents struggling to pay for our schu fees which are increasing every 2-3 semesters..u think our parents' money are easy to earn wan aaa...what elegant and whatsoever theme..as if the audience will go look at everyone of us on stage to look at what we are wearing that nite..its so far away and i can bet with u that non of them will notice what each of us will be wearing..i seriously dont see a point y we must wear a long black dress and we need to get up and down of the risers..which putting us girls on risk that we might get tripped on our dress and fall on stage..and she said that we might want to consider getting a pair or heels or so that actually enable us to walk nicely without the heels slipping off our legs when walking on and off the stage..god..there goes my money..once again i'll be broke for another month..aihz..money is not everything..but without it..almost everything is imppossible..rite???

sealed with frustrations and a lil' bit of anger...

what makes me...

here comes another pot without pics...so sad..i miss my hp alot..aihz..hopefully can get it bac by this weekend..hmm..anyways...this week and next week is exam week..midterm around this time..but ms hueyhsiang...thats me..havent even hit her books yet...god...so many to study..bout baroque music and all..i mean..screw them all la all those baroque composers..thanx to them i got soooooo many things to study...aihz..but to be a musician..there are things u need to give up and sacrifice...but as if i'd sacrificed anything..haha..i still go out whenever i want...haha..well i play and i study hard...hehe..to maintain my grades..if not i'll get screwed up by my parents soon...lolz..anyways...last week went back with bibi la..stayed at his place lo..now his room got a proper working table and.....plus a tv..and his ps2..haha..so good la..can actually hang out in his room and spend most of our time there..haha..bet his parents and grandparents went see us much whenever i'm there with him..coz we'll be hanging out upstairs in his room..haha..watched jersey girl,scary movie 4 and pirates 2 during the weekend...saturday nite bi brought me to see drift..but it wasnt as interesting as the drift every weekeng at Morac last time..coz of the location la..it was quite bored..then went to mamak with his frens for a drink..sunday morning as usual..woke up by his mom..his dad brought us all to teluk gong for lunch..haha.his dad ordered so much food..haha..1st dish was baby lala fried with meehoon..then got fish and crab and prawn..the prawn was really nice..very fresh..haha..that was the 1st time in my life i actually ate so much seafood during one meal and actually peel the prawns myself..coz usually wedding dinner all i lazy to peel wan coz will make my hand dirty and smells..haha...yea i know u will think that i'm being sooo princess-sy..hahaha...tuesday my very free day within one week...yinncher and yirui went to zoo early in the morning..haha..after i attended recital we went to ikea to buy book shelf for lingling...it was my 1st time been there..haha..it was really fun la..get to see all the furniture and think bout how u wanna decorate ur own future house with ur future husband...haha..i'm not a marriage freak ok..just that i'm kinda looking forward to live with bibi only okay..haha..coz i know that my future life with him will be fab everyday..hahaha..at nite i cooked pasta for the 3 of us..bought this ayamas hotdog with mushrooms in it wan..we actually cooked all six of them...haha..imagine how much of hotdog we're eating..haha..but luckily yinncher managed to finished up...he's such a big eater..and after eatting so much...he wasnt full..hahahaha...

this friday is a special day...its our 2nd year anni..hehe..looking forward to it...hehe...rite now i'm blogging..same time listening to music on my lappy and looking at the KL view just ourside my window..its fabulous...after the rain the sky is so clear..can even see the whoe genting nite view..perfect...at this moment i would love to go there with bibi to enjoy the breeze there..isnt it wonderful..being there at a cooling weather with ur loved one..althought been to genting so many times with bibi..but there wasnt once that we just go up there alone..only the both of us..maybe to spend one nite there or something...especially during the nite...god..how i wish me and bi now have holidays and we could just drive up there now and spend a nite or two there..just the two of us..miss ya lots u know..lately bi's so busy with his schu and work..i had emotional break down most of the time lately..so near to our anni and its like everything's happeneing rite now..rite b4 our anni..even if we managed to meet up for the weekend..we will spend most of our time resting and doing our homework..always tell myself that i must treat him better than last time...sometimes i really dunno y i would get so angry at him..nobodys perfect rite..and he's trying so hard...what makes me such an idiot...aihz..i seriously dunno..





*sealed with lots of hugs and kisses to bi..

all my love just to u..love ya...

what more can i say...

well...say byebye to my w810i for two weeks...so sad..i cant take pics with my fav hp ad...and two weeks is so freaking long la..aihz...sad...instead my bro borrowed me his another extra hp...well i wont complain much la coz u might think that at least i got another extra hp to use so its not si bad la rite..i tell u...its so suffering..type messages also have to type slowly la..aihz..but what to do..no choice la...so for the blogs that i'm bout to post in this two week...no pics ad lo..so back to my super sien blog..sometimes i wonder how many ppl actually know and read my blog de lo..but cant blame them..i've got not many frens..close frens also not many..but at least they are true to me..and i'm managed to keep a super duper low profile during my schu days back then in subang..but now i've realise that i've gotta put a stop to it d lo..coz i want ppl to notice me..not in a bad way la of coz..haha..i want ppl to know me..and i trully belief in myself that i've got the stuff to be known by other ppl...well..of coz 1st step is to practise and study hard lo..i want to be known as an artist who is multi-talented..can play the piano,violin and also sing..well.i'm also considering taking up drum lesson next time..doesnt harm if i learn more instrument also what rite??hehe..i just love music..and after taking vocal lessons..i hope i can be good enough to join chamber choir in schu..dun la aim so high like wanna enter dithrambic singers pulak..haha..well..thats my another target if i manage to join the chamber choir la..haha..
i finally know that what makes a girl or woman pretty is her confidence that she has in herself...有自信的女人都很漂亮，比起打扮起来而漂亮的女人，又自信的女人的漂亮比较能永久，而且比较迷人。its hard to go thru a period of time when u finally discover ur true self and try to adapt to the surrounding ...sometimes u might wonder whether the things u do..are they rite or not..sometimes being selfless is good..but in the end u might loose everything that u used to belonged...but if suddenly u choose to be not so selfless anymore..what other ppl will think bout u??will they think that ur being selfish already???somehow no matter what u do,it will only have to results..which is it will either benefit other ppl or urself..seldom got such cases where both parties will get advantages wan la..so which i should i be ler??i can be consider a bit of perfectionist..because i always want my hourse to be clean..i want my stuff to be well-taken care of..i want my stuff to be in tip-top condition...but...aihz..dun wanna say much la.what more can i say wor...its not up to me to say rite...i dun wanna end up to be a bossy person..if ask too much later ppl say i too bossy..trying to kepoh and all..but then if dun ask then ppl say i cold-blooded..dun care bout them..so what should i do??i should i say???

long long post

so long didnt blog ad..very busy mah nowadays..everyday also got class..come back home also all tired ad..where got time to blog..haha...anyways...last weekend i went home.after dinner on friday nite..me,my bro and my mom went to tesco shah alam to buy grocceries...around 12 something only reach home..bought alot of stuff..mostly were my food supplies and daily needs for me to bring back to here..cheras...barely slept much coz i watched ANTM season 8 til around 3 something only sleep..then the next morning..saturday morning my mom pulak woke me up around 8..went to morning market..after that went to have breakfast at some mamak near my house lo..by the time i reached home that morning also 9 something 10 already..then i quickly showered and watched ANTM again...while waiting for time to past n waiting for bibi to wake up..but then ended up me called him to wake him up..then he come fetched me to his place..after lunch we both and his mom and sis went to 1u for shopping..my mom went up to genting for Sally Yeh's concert with my uncle..and my bro went to play badminton with my dad's side uncles coz they came up from melacca d..while my dad just hang around at my aunt's house..waiting to pick my mom up after she came back from genting at nite..so everyone's really busy that day..means i can go out and spend time with bibi..haha..was so tired lo shopping whole day...somehow 1u just makes me tired everytime i go there..dunno y..then around 6 something we left 1u..went home..then bibi fetched me home to feed my cats..around 8 something...then i went out with bibi again.coz dun wanna be alone at home.someone tried to break in to the corner house the row of houses behind me..but then neighbours saw and repoted police and all..so nothing serious happened la..but i didnt want to stay at home..so went to bi's house again..met up with his fren danesh..then bi made something for me to eat..so hungry..here comes some pics 1st..

second year anniversay pressie from bibi...love it...thanx alot bi..love u lots..but not bcoz of this gift then i love u aaa..dun misunderstood..

closer look of the necklace..

bibi and i in jusco..we found lots of mirrors..so we took this pic..

bibi made for me de..bread with cheese on top..and some honey..nice..=)

so..sunday nite my dad fetched me back to cheras again...there goes another busy week again..hate it..yinncher came to find yirui..then after choir class we went out for dinner together...we went to leisure mall's Vietnam kitchen for dinner..love the food there..although its abit pricey la..lolz...here comes some pics for the nite...

we were so hyper that nite there..we were the noisiest...as usual..haha..fooling around,chatting and taking pics lo..this is lingling and me..

me and lala

naik miang ad..lolz...

our drinks...red bubble drink(ribena with sprite and lemon)-me and rui's,iced water-yinncher's and avagado shake-lala and lingling's

after dinner we went walking around in leisure mall...bought mcd icecream then went home lo..so many ppl waiting for the lift when we got back..fed up of waiting..we went to the playground to sit down lo...

i looked extremely ridiculous here..it was fun playing that thing u know..although abit suffering la coz my legs are too long for the place to put ur leg...(not praising myself ok...)

i looked even ridiculous this time...

finally we got home after an hour or so...

checking out some interesting sites..we looked so serious..as if yinncher was teaching us something..lolz..

tuesday...one of my fav days coz only have one class to attend that is recital attendance..rushed to coll coz lala la...keep pan leng til we were late..went there didnt managed to pass our attendance paper to the lecturer..so in the end we were considered as absent even though we were there to watch the entire recital...wasted my energy to rush to coll..aihz..anyways...got home after recital..showered and changed then went out with yinncher and yirui...actually i never thought of going out wan..coz the next day i got quiz..so planned to study at home..but then i thought i wanna get some formal shirts for bibi..so mah went out with them lo...now seed and padini all got sales mah..very worth it lo buy during sales..so there we went to 1u again..haha...after walking around..we went to some restaurant selling pancakes..paddington pancake house i think..the food there is fabulous man..although abit pricey la..but then...super nice la the food there..me and yinncher ordered pancakes with scrambled egg..while yirui ordered..i also dunno what it called..but the serving was really huge i tell u...haha..coz she didnt take lunch mah..n i didnt want to take heavy food that time..

these pancakes were fabulous..so nice...!!!!!!aaahhh.....

came back home around 7 something i guess...we bought sushi from jusco..that was our dinner..haha...

gonna post again soon...tata..