Passion

i just got home less than half an hour ago..as usual..went to my weekly dithyrambic practise...we stayed back..and learned up the new malay lyrics for Shyh Poh's song..Land Far Away..will be performing in Istana Budaya on the 31st of Jan...for some charity event againts the Palestinian war..(or something like that la)...

i still remembered when i 1st learned bout this song..i was kinda nervous and didnt know what to expect as this piece has a very different score than any other conventional choral pieces...and the 1st time i performed this piece was during the World Youth Choral Festival in singapore back in december last year...we not only needed to sing..but to act too...it was my very 1st time facing such a big challenge...i sux big time at acting...but with the help from my fellow frens in the choir..i managed to pull it thru...and now..i'm loving that song sooooooooo much...its a very meaningful piece..and everytime i sing it...i could actually feel all the emotions in it...and i almost cried during the performance in singapore...even we changed the lyrics into malay words...i still could feel it too...somehow this piece managed to touch my heart..love this piece alot...
just now we fitted the translated malay lyrics into the original version of it...and learn it all up in more than an hour..managed to get the recording done...which explain why i'm home so late today...

so now i'm looking forward to the performance...hopefully everything will run smoothly for us all...

anyways...i'm kinda lazy to update...shall wait til i get the pics from vic on ling's birthday celebration on sunday...

monday as usual..the one and only class for the whole day...and at 8am...went out in the evening to meet up with a fren for dinner...1st time went out alone to somewhere unfamiliar to meet up with a fren...new experience..=)

tuesday...busied for the entire day..classes and classes and classes...
2mr's wednesday...hmm actually should say that its already wednesday...like my day will start in less than 7 hours...hope that it will be another good day..=)

til then...toodles...

*muahz muahz*...=)

Dancing...I Heart!!!

just a short update...nth much to talk about rite now..my head is pounding rather terribly rite now...couldnt sleep and there's nth i can do to make the headache go away...ish ish...

i realise my blog has been filled with quite a few clubbing posts lately...hahaha..loving my life rite now...no worries..i'm a healthy clubber..=) despite my bad sleeping habits la...

slept almost whole day on thursday...needed all the energy that i could get for the nite's out...lol.as usual..had class til 8pm..rui picked me up..went for dinner...and went back to dressed up for our nite....this time round...its a girls nite out...1st time..haha..


rui doing some final touch ups..haha..outfit for the nite..


went to picked up soofun and chinnlynn...off we went to MOS


toilet break!!!



my fedora abit zhor deng lo...ish...

cute soofun..=)

went to get our complimentary drink...it was nth lo i tell you..haha...alcohol-free nite..=)

accidentally artistic..got this pic when i was passing my cam to the bartender...

got help from the bartender...focused wrongly..but i'm not complaining..=) thanx dude...

just the 4 of us...

clarrise and fun..

dance babeh...dance..

rui,fun and lynn

wish u were there with us whole nite...

loving my fedora...but i always abandon my stuff...

heart dancing....=)

i shall call him the beautiful stranger...lol...

resting...

fun nite...though lots of ikan masin..hahaha

3 of us...






left kinda earlier than we used to for the 1st time...went yc with the "beautiful stranger" and his bunch of frens...haha...

one more thing..i've found myself a new pair of DRAGONFLY earrings...the exact same pair...the last pair in the shop..how lucky..=)

lately i'm kinda into accesories...coz i've bought myself a fedora, (like finally!!!)...a headband, an antique-looking ring...and another pair of gold earrings...

lala keep laughing at me on my change of style...hope that i'm not becoming some ah lian..hahaha.

people does change...all the time in fact...but i'm loving every single bit of the new hueyhsiang..the new clarrise...=)

Butterflies

have u ever wondered what kinda person u really are??as in deep down inside of u.despite what kinda personality u try to portray...what kinda person u are???

i'm not here to judge..but merely expressing myself...
i just happened to stumble upon a blog...and read thru some of the author's post...and guess what....SWITCH ON THAT BITCH MOOD IN YOU!!!!!

rite now..this moment...if anyone would actually piss me off...i will be the bitchiest bitch u'll ever see in ur life...so am kinda doing some imagination bout myself bringing out the bitchiness in me...bitching around...hell...i simply couldnt continue with the thoughts of being one...simply coz that's not the kinda person i am...when something seriously annoying happen...i'm the one who always got nth to say back...i just keep my mouth shut....not coz i'm too polite to compromise with all your nonsense...but coz i do not have the slightiest idea on how to fight back to actually make you feel the pain from the torns in my words....pathetic...am i not....i'm kinda harmless to anyone out there...

and speaking of harmless....i'm definately the most harmless living being u ever seen....even a handbag could hurt me...yes...i'm a very clumsy person....every week..there would be fresh wounds on me...and most would be blue-blacks on my knees....they just simply love to run into table edges or anything that u can think of...let me give u an example...just in this week...monday..i went out shopping...and the buckle on my handbag caused me to have wounds on both my legs...blue-blacks and also scratches with blood trains...tuesday...went to setapak for my weekly external choir practise...hit my head on eddy's car's boot...i practically ran into it...on wednesday...did some heavy lifting during my short shopping trip to pyramid...ended up having my muscles pulled on my rite arm....and just yesterday...i strained the muscles of my the other hand when i was putting away some books to the seats behind in a car...and just now in the afternoon..went out for lunch...as i was getting down from the car...the car window sorta "cut" my hand in a way...i dunno how to explain..but the end result is to show you that i'm so clumsy that i almost hurt myself every single day....and this week is already considered a better one seeing the fact that i dont have any more blue-blacks from hitting edges of the coffee table or the piano stool in my condo...or from some other place...


okay i know i kinda drifted from the main topic of my post today...
this post is gonna be some sorta ROJAK style post...i'll just type whatever that comes thru my mind...i love to be random....some times...randomness is fun!!!hahaha..i used to hate it so much that made me such an unhappy and moody person...people change...be it for better or worse...and dont worry as what kinda person i am or i'll be some day to come...i'm not gonna be pointing fingers at anyone anymore...unlike YOU!!!!who kept pushing all the blames on to me for the pass 2 years or more...dont blame me for what u've become lately...it was your decision, your choice of who u wanna be...or what kinda person you wanna be...NOT ME!!!! and i'm not sorry for what had happened...not at all!!!!i might have wasted 3 years plus on you...but aint gonna waste any 3 years on you anymore...say all you want..whatever you want to people around you...i DONT CARE!!!! yes i was dumped...so what??? have all the "face" and ego u ever wanted... coz the person who did something wrong isnt me...but YOU.

saying all the above doesnt prove that i'm a bitter person...but coz i've woke up from the dream that you put me thru...it was nothing but a dream...

its been a while since i've got those butterflies-in-the-stomach moments...ahhaha...


okay i think i just lost my mood for blabbing in my blog rite now...coz someone started the hurricane again and i'm the only victim...ONCE AGAIN.....

thank you for destroying my day...MOTHER.....

So Surreal That Its Suffering to Keep Living On...

yesterday went out..down to kl for some shopping therapy and to run some errand...


at pavilion...just before leaving.




left kl around 8 something...reached home..cleaned up and then practise CME with Shern Nin and aural with lai jiun mama...


12.30 am came back to own hse..teman rui went to mcd drive thru..then came back..suddenly in the mood to play dress up as i was thinking of what to wear this thurs....

ransacked and messed up my room....


u dont see me dress like this dont you??hahaha

sometimes some things are just hard to explain...

its not hard to see someone trying very hard to cover up their emotions and secrets....

its too surreal....

i've changed...into something.....surreal.....

sorry...this post kinda emo...i've got too much in me rite now...but i just cant let it out...its just hard to explain....every....single....detail.....

1st Week of Uni

its time to recap the year of 2008...

time really flies...2 months ago my sem break started...didnt wanna find anything to do as i was planning to spend my holidays prepare for my exam and also to spend some time with someone...but then stuff happened...and i was stuck with lots of time being alone...but then actually..in the past 2 months..i really got a taste of my own life finally...busied myself with hongkong and english series,practise piano...went for classes...then in december..kicked start it with my piano ATCL performance examination...shortly after the exam..went over to singapore with Dithyrambic Singers for the World Youth Choral Festival '08...came back and busied myself with xmas carolling stuff...catching up with frens...went to ipoh to surprise one of my pempuan kesayangan for her bday...also not to forget the surprise bday get-together for rui...barely had time to stop and look back...to think bout stuff...the past month has been a rather fulfilling one...i just kept going and going and going...now i'm kinda looking forward to this year's december..more xmas carolling for me...

my timetable for this sem is rather free...although its my final sem in year 2...next sem i'll be in my final year ad..time does flies...

Monday..

woke up damn early for my 8am class...after that went back to sleep again...went out for lunch with rui and eddy...

rui so cute..



playing with the car refreshner thingy..haha

thats the only class we had for the whole day..so we planned an outing together with all of them...


waiting for theiry



emoness...lol...no la...i dont emo that often..was busy smsing..lol

bluekzs...=p

haha...

this is so wrong..but we just wanna have fun.lol...these are the small lil crazy things we do when we're together..


we went to Jusco Cheras Selatan for movies...watched Lady Cop Papa Crook...

at some restaurant having dinner...

tuesday...my busiest day of the week...class starts at 9am..continue from 4pm til late at nite...being busy is good..=)


wednesday...again the 8am class...then til evening only got choir...

thursday...class from 10am...still not sure bout the exact time table yet...6-8pm in bukit jalil for my vocal class and to be someone's accompanist...need to earn money mah..actually kinda like thursdays...coz its clubbing nite..hahaha..

after class and dinner..went back to condo to dress up for clubbing session..

our outfit for the nite...

at cineleisure's mcd...originaly plan was to Scarlet...but then the crowd there was kinda sad...so we changed to MOS...again!!!hahaa..i just love MOS

playing with cam while waiting for weicheng before change of plans..

thats what we do during free times..haha

damn got feel rite...but the hp kinda spoil the pic...lousy hp of mine..hahaha

in MOS..waiting for the guys to get our drinks..

in the lift..went down to the car to put her handbag...

heart dancing..=)

crowded..music was good...sweaty ppl around..but i dont mind..ahaha..bumped into a few familiar faces there...




after MOS..

the usual yamcha session in SS15 darus...

bang nak ambil gambar ke??hahahah

hahaha....i actually ran away and stood far away from him..lol

and bout this pic...xiu wei purposedly requested for an explaination...he wanna make clear that he was drunk...not GAY...lol...



back in condo...was waiting for my turn to get cleaned up...so camwho abit..too free nothing to do d..hahaha

sober...coz the liquor tasted like syrup and coke...yucky...=(

think my legs already swollen lo..hahaha...

okay i know ur sick of my face already...thats all for this post...hahaha

i miss my earring..must have lost one side of it when i was dancing..aih...i really love this earring alot..but then its not selling anymore in pyramid's Nose..aih...very sad lo...=( this is all i'm left with...aih...

last thing to share before i go...i've got my ATCL exam rusult d...i got DISTINCTION!!!!wakakka...seriously didnt see it coming at all lo...but its not a high distinction la...only 3 marks above the qualified marks..hahaha

okay la...dunno when i'm gonna update d...

ciaoz...muahz muahz...

=)

tuning into Just Dance - Lady Gaga heart this song...got some certain memories to it....sweet..=)