how i wish in this world there's such a thing call the Forget pill...where people after consuming it will be able to erase any unwanted memories...or there is this special button on everyone of us..once push the button..those selected memories will be erased or simply deleted...just like how a computer works....so easy...life would be easier i guess...and i wont need to go thru all these pain that i'm enduring now...
am i still living in denial??
did i really accept the fact that everything is really really over??
am i pretending to be okay with everything??
am i too pain to feel anything??numbed??
i seriously dunno...
what am i anymore...
what am i??can someone please tell me??
today went for class..surprisingly i was doing okay for half of the day..i came home feeling excited coz lala they all came to find me out...but then when having dinner..i start to emo ad..i dunno whats wrong with me..i didnt want to come home...i'm scared to be alone..scared to have nothing to do...i need things to keep me busy and forget bout all the pain i'm going thru..or at least just put the pain aside for the mean time...
am i real??
8 comments:
if there's really this button.. then you wont remmeber all the god memories also rite?? you will onli change when things really do happen.. and when you get over it.. you'l be tougher and stronger and a better person ma.. if can be deleted just like this then you wont change your temper ad lo rite??? dun think too much lr.. concentrate on your exam tomorrow 1st lo k?? you din lose anything ler.. you still have frens around you dun worry..
Silly girl...why wanna forget those memories wor....if there's really this button...I think it's better u call urself a robot lor...right???
Don't care about him already lar~!! Let's go party!!! It's party time~!!
And next year when coll reopens we always go ur house accompany u ok??? I promised!! Muax!!
OMG!! yirui...I just saw ur comment only~ And I can't believe we said the same thing lor!! hahahaha...."If there's really this button"...hahahahaha....XD
Girl, you are still you, k?
Well, to me..
There is the existence of the forget pill/button..
Serious!
The time will be the forget pill/button.
It might takes weeks, years..
Everything is depends on you..
Hey!! You are Happy angel, ok?
Not emo angel.
Not unhappy angel.
But
HAPPY ANGEL, ok??
Storage all of the happy stuff in your memory and sooner and sooner, when your memory card is full, it will automatically delete all the unwanted unhappy stuff..
Don't ever make yourself emo, k?
You can go for online chatting and know more people if you have nothing to do..
Time fleets when you are chatting with someone..heh..
Give yourself a homework.
You need to list out all the things that makes you happy everyday..
Like, Today I am so happy because I get to eat my favourite ice cream..heh..
Die die also must list out at least 10 things that make you happy.
Then you will realize that life is actually fulled with happiness.. =)
Keep yourself positive, k?
You can do it, because you are Huey Hsiang..
Love, Jialin.
there's a lot of things worth 100000 times than this ending love...
see ya, u just 20,so there is at least 10 years to let u find a new and better lover,compare to this 3-5 year relationship, which is longer?
so...bucks up and tidy up your sadness...go do somehting could make you happy~
i miss the cool cool huey hsiang, not the sad face girl...gambateh!
See!! SO many of us are here to cheer u up~!! You're still lovable one alright?? You lost a relationship but you gain friendship!! So what?? let it be la...as what patrick said, just follow the flow la.....Everything will come to an end but friendship will last forever....I always remind myself this....=)
thanx for all the supports and advise..u guys seriously made me feel better..knowing that there's still so many of you out there care bout me...thanx guys...
its time to move on already..although at moments i'll still be upset and stuff..cant promise that i'll heal fast..but i'll try...
jialin and lala..hey one day we should really meet up to know bout each other more...okay??
you don't know me meh?? Still wanna know more about me?? We're staying at the same condo wor....XD
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