Its not all about that...

Slowly picking up the pace that i used to have for blogging..realise that if i dont do so, i'll have totally nothing much to do..but of coz its still depending if i have pictures to share, if not it'll sure be another boring, picture-less post again...

kinda free lately, after a very much tightly packed schedule for the past few months, exams, convocations, reschedule of my working timetable and others...so now finally its time for me to stop and breathe before i move forward again..but i guess this short break wont last for too long.. speaking of which i'm rather upset that i couldnt find time to leave for a short vacation. a very much needed vacation in fact..its always hard to compromise between my schedule with others...when i have breaks he's always busy..when he's finally free i couldnt take leave either..sigh...and my mom is going to Thailand for a short trip...sad...she never mentioned to me before, assuming that i couldnt leave as i'll need to work on weekends..weekends are my busiest days if u havent already know...so now which leaves me with two option...only take leave end of the year like in december maybe as i have students which will be going for exams in November..or maybe later i'm not sure...the other option would be, to go without anyone but myself..but then again, where i should i go to??


just thought of sharing some of the happenings lately...before i update about my convo..

dated back sometime ago really..i think in June, where after work me and bi went to Paddington House of Pancakes for dinner...


abit dissappointed with this crepe actually..i think their pancakes dishes are way nicer..

then end of June, went over to terengganu to attend Eddy's bro's wedding.

Wedding dinner venue

the guy whos not so sober...according to him he was very happy so he drank alot..social with the relatives and all..

after we were send back to the Hotel, we went out again for supper after changing into something more comfortable..then went back to hotel, initial plan was to chit chat by the seaside but it was rather unsafe for us to do so as we saw many mat rempits coming towards, so we quickly went back to the hotel compound, found us a safe, and well lit area to sit down n chat...which later on we were joined by some uncle who is the drummer for another band during the wedding dinner...went to bed quite late that night...so me and bi were sharing the same room with Yaw and Eunice..we thought of joining all the beds together..i dunno why they place the beds in a weird manner. it was a queen size bed in the middle and flank by two super singles at each side..so in the afternoon after the tea ceremony and lunch we went back to the hotel, and already moved the queen to one of the super single...and guess what we found under the bed..one side of a pair of socks, used tissues, some ball thingy, hairs, and of coz, dusts...so Yaw went to the reception to borrow a broom and a dustpan, and u know what the receptionist asked? :" oh you tolak itu mattress aaahh?"... which means they KNEW that they sweep all the dirt under the bed...and then that was not even the BEST part yet..until at night when Eunice suggested that to join the other super single together so me and Eddy dun need to cramp on one super single...and so we started to move the bed...and now guess what we found under the bed????? 5 OR MORE DEAD COCROACHES!!!!! all terbalik on their backs...hahahaha...so that bed was left there all alone, as a place for us to put our luggage...but it wasnt that cramp la coz we're used to sleeping with only a single bed back in cheras...so a super single for us is like a treat...lolz...

but we had quite a great stay at the hotel, minus the surprises we found under the beds la...other wise all areas are quite clean actually..=) and they have a hair dryer too next to the dressing table, like the ones we see in toilet hotels..

n then we were brought to Eddy's dad's dusun...in the afternoon together with some of his relatives coz their flight back to KL was delayed so Eddy's mom planned something for them and we just tagged along

DragonFruit

i didnt know it was that big of an area...even eddy have not been there before.

then we busied ourselves with plenty of fruits...Nangka, dragonfruits and jagung...all were super sweet and nice...=)

that day, we left Terengganu after dinner...

My new love..=)

Longchamp Eifel Tower...bi got it for me as our Anniversary pressie

then we went out for dinner date..

guess where we went??

I'm sure those of u who been there before, by looking at this pic u'll know where is it...its No Black Tie

Being silly

bi know how much i love Japanese food, salmon sashimi especially..so he brought me there for dinner...but actually..i was CHEATED!

my tempura soba

bi's chicken Katsu with rice...this is really nice...compared to mine which is nothing special


and they serve the best French Fries!!! seriously!!!

then we ordered green tea icecream...super nice!!! bi wanted black glutinous ice cream but its not available..

now....why did i mentioned that i was cheated...coz that fella...did not tell me that he planned to stay for that night's performance...he did not even mentioned about it at all...and i kept bugging him to go back which he did eventually, unwilling as i need to work early the next day, not to mention that i was already very tired...

me: "how long do you plan to stay for this?"

him: " awhile la.."

so after that only i found out that his AWHILE IS one set of the performance..which was about slightly less than AN HOUR....

its not that i did not enjoyed the performance...but i did not planned for all of that after a very long day..and before dinner i asked him what other plans do we have after dinner...and he said:" NOTHING LO...HOME..."...so that was how we celebrated our anniversary....

a busy weekend..rushing up and down for photo session...

had ppl done make up for me...i look like malay...why???

this is more like me....

initially had the mood for blogging...n suddenly someone called and spoiled it...spoiled my mood for everything...

night.....

Its just another one of those days

Yes i'm emo-ing...didnt pretend that i'm not coz i just wanna emo..happy?? not too many happy days lately, but why should i even start counting it? where i should be looking at the happy moments i had instead? yea whatever...sometimes i'm too busy with work that i just couldnt be bothered anymore..seriously...begin to think that i'm just wasting my time..what will come will come eventually...

i think i've mastered a skill these few days..i can now control my temper better, especially when i'm upset, angry...it didnt take me long to back to normal again...say like half an hour to one?? good one...maybe its a sign...

went for shopping therapy today during work time. sneak some time out to went to shop..women...shopping therapy heals any heartaches really...no i should rephrase that...shopping therapy basically heals anything on women...except for their bank accounts and purses...was just telling my boss that i dun have anywhere to go coz i dun have anything to shop..sien with MV d actually..lolz..patutlah...i'm there 3 days a week...then suddenly i remembered the Topshop staff told me the other day that this friday they're having 30% n 50% sales...so i thought i would just hop over to take a look...but i went into Miss Selfridge first instead...massive sale lo i tell you...too bad i dont have my very own Fashion Fast Forward card..they were giving extra 10% off on top of discounted items, just for today!!!!!!! tell me...is there any reason not to shop??? i think i kinda went abit crazy...running my eyes thru every racks n hangers...especially those on discounts...but nothing much that i like...nothing suits my working schedule now...*sad* so i eyed a pair of shorts which is on half price, and another uber cute jumper which is on 30% off...almost got the jumper...but i think it was a lil bit too short for me...the only size 8 there...luckily i didnt buy it...coz later on i went over to Topshop...massive i tell you...if i just had more time...i think i would ended up buying more...but anyways...i still managed to get myself a top that i've tried before few months ago..in Feb i think?? which is also the last size8..wanted to try but no time as i need to rush back to centre to teach...*yes i'm a crazy shoppaholic* *actually i beg to differ..not that crazy la...* n so..i bought it without trying it...wasnt that cheap..but i like it..n its on discount..so...what the heck!!!! i earn my money i think i deserve to pamper myself...


typing out my shopping experience today just made me a lil happy now...see i told ya..shopping therapy is the best medicine for women...=D

now...i'm confused on which Longchamp should i get...should i just get a normal one so i can really use it seeing the fact that i'm such a lousy person in taking care of bags...on my record, the Charles n Keith its spoilt (less than half a year, oh wait..its already half a year!!!), and the Longchamp Eifel Tower's edges is abit worn out..i just realise that few days ago when i was looking for my hp, attending convocation briefing..n mind you..that bag is not even A MONTH OLD YET!!!!!!

but on the other hand, buying something so common on the streets doesnt make me feel special..lolz...but if i'm going to buy something different than others, that means in the end i'm spending my money buying something which i will end up not using it too often as i'm afraid i'll damage it...
WHY THE DILLEMA~!!!!!!

n now i'm worried that Longchamp doesnt come out Le Pliage series with the colour Rosaly anymore!!! gosh i hate them...then what colour shall i get???


die la.cant sleep yet...=( need to wake up early 2mr..its the big day but i dun feel like it...why???!!! aih...oh yea...someone just spoiled my mood...*trying hard to channel my upset mood* right...

hmmmmmm..............................



now looking back at what i've just written...its all about shopping....i'm doomed.....=)

Love. Cherish.

why do we have to lose something to know how to treasure it? why cant we treasure it while we still have it? in the past, i've hurt so much from seeing people i care, i love, doesnt care or love themselves by doing all the stupid and childish things, wasting their time and life...after so many times, lesson learnt..and so i thought i have...but maybe i'm just too fragile? that once again i'm going thru the same ol' feelings that i once had...feeling very sad seeing someone doing things to hurt himself. maybe its just a phase in life where everyone will go thru..afterall, who am i to say anything? to judge? or to comment? just hope that things will be better soon that he'll find the lighted path in the dark. its just too pity to say it that we're nothing like before. back to times where we were once strangers, when we didnt even know each other. but anyhow, i still wanna thank you, for walking into my life, start poking me in FB...and that was how we got to know each other. and people around me were telling me to stay away from this weird stranger...but somehow i knew u were different from the others. Different in ways that no words could describe.. If u feel the need to find a listener, you know i'm always there for ya. So, take care now, my friend.

Buying things to reward oneself often not as rewarding as seeing the smile on the face of the people u love when they get a lil something from you.. its the thought that counts, how true. i guess thats another way of showing a lil something to someone u care..

I finally have to admit that, i think its better to not see or have something u love so dearly with you all the time, becoz that way u'll even appreciate it more than ever.

Good Night.