Monday, December 29, 2008

Just Another Day

slept at 5.45am this morning...woke up at 12pm..was expecting some nagging and lecturing from my parents...but nope..they didnt say a word..maybe already given up on me???

i've finally learn to let go...maybe starting to give up on myself too...

so now there are a few things to focus in my life....for the year of 2009...
1)maintain my weight at around 45-46kg...
2)pull myself together for a new semester in college
3)work hard,study hard
4)party twice as hard...if not as hard as how i work and study
5)love my frens even more...
6)love myself more


a brand new year...2009...marks the start of a brand new phase in my life...i've finally get the life of my own... by messing up my own life maybe??


let things takes its course....what will happen will happen no matter how hard one tries to stop it..what will not happen will not..no matter how much one wants it to happen or tries to make it happen..just go with the flow...although i've heard bout this phrase from different people and it kinda makes me sick hearing it all the time...what is yours will be yours..whats not will not...


hopes, wishes, and miracles do not exist.....and they simply wont come true either...

Sunday, December 28, 2008

SHYTS...

its 4am ....and i'm still wide awake...need to wake up at 7 later...then heading down to melacca for some relative's wedding...

guess the can of beer just now made me having a slight headache...

going to try to sleep now....

clarrise is the emo queen....


moto:study hard,work hard...PLAY EVEN HARDER!!!!

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Stupidity


call me stupid...

keep making the same mistakes all over again....never learn....

就当我被人家玩。。。玩够了就丢。。。

心,好像有一点隐隐作痛的感觉。。。but then。。算了吧。。就当我自己笨。。让人玩弄。

突然间好想离开这里。。。

Friday, December 26, 2008

My '08 Xmas Celebrations

the nite before...someone went over to cheras to "surprise" me at 1 something in the morning...lolz...



on xmas eve...i kinda "forced" lala and victor to celebrate with me..lolz...so last minute we came up with a plan...victor off work early that day...so he went home to change and take his babe and joined me and lala in kl..while lala followed me down to kl by vincent's car...


lala...caught her off guard


wu ji



and clarrise..didnt take pic of vincent as i worry would distrub him driving


after carolling on xmas eve...they went to sam's hse that nite..with yeefen and xiaoting


with terence


at first the plan was to go up to langat hill with frens of vic's..then changed plan to go to Bangi's hotel for some live gig..and upon leaving for bangi...suddenly all canceled plan..at last we sticked to the original plan..langat hill..


was in the mood for xmas..


took us some time to get ourselves tables with seats...


merry xmas!!!





the funny looking vic....


many things happened that nite..did some crazy stuff...and i cant stopped laughing like a mad lady..and as predicted...emo like shyt at nite when i'm alone at home...aih...


planned to go MOS during xmas nite...coz its thursday and also ladies nite...then heard that the cover charge was extraordinaryly higher than normal rates...so plan canceled..

the next day..had a meeting buffet lunch with Dithyrambic @ samosa cafe..a xmas celebration for all of us...and weicheng reconfirm the plan with me..at last..then plan was on for good!!



going for Mcd drivethru...damn hungry...



we camwhored all the way there...



Stephen



i looked damn emo wei..lolz



this is weicheng...







looks packed rite...dont be fooled!!!haha



toilet break...



doing what we gals do best...



ah yan..rui's cousin..


i know its bad to gossip bout ppl...everyone does gossip..so dont judge me...this gal and her dressing for the nite just attracted our attention..haha..but no offence la..=)



yongxiang,rui and piaowey..



lots of this kinda random pics coming ahead...



damn artistic lo this pic...i've abandoned my heels for good..lolz



party people!!!



she looked damn adorable..lolz



she my kaki...=p



hahaha...u know as i went thru all the pics taken that nite...i kept laughing my ass off all the time..remembering all the good times that we had..



okay...i didnt kaki ayam the whole nite..just that so ngam when they took these pics..i wasnt wearing my heels...


rui's fingers spoilt me and yongxiang's pic...=(




dunno why they go snap ppl's leg..lolz





this pic never fails to make me laugh everytime i see it..lolz




this pic is considered a better one from all the pics with my face in it..and most of them with my cannot-make-it face..lolz



love this pic wei..hahaha





muahz muahz...my lesbo partner..lolz





with ah yan




okay..ignore my mouth..but i decided to share this pic coz we all looked so happy





wahahhahahahhaa!!!!!!!



no comment...





rui,yongxiang,clarrise and yan




stephen looked so happy...but can only see his mouth..lolz




couldnt help but keep wondering what happened...looks like piaowey is abusing my kaki..woi!!!!lolz




okay i'm clueless...





wah..rui what u planned to do??


u both looked like fighting wei...ahahha





happy people..






my damn-ridiculus-looking face..hahaha




do i need to say more??=)




resting...i looked like i was gonna puke any moment...drank too much..and feeling gassy...trying to push down the gas...hahaha








da guys...piaowey,weicheng and stephen




my abandoned heels...so kelian seeing u there all by urself...but dancin with you whole nite..3 and 1/2 inches will kill me...u almost killed my legs...=)




headless and heelless clarrise..




cute rui..hahaha




love this pic!!!





this malay gal..went on to the platform to dance..guess she was half way gone d most probably...we had a great time seeing her performed on stage..lolz



enjoying herself up there











clarrise and stephen..


he managed to got onto the platform..


did his stuff b4 kena halau..hahahaha



what happened again wo??this pic look so wrong..hahah



hands up in the air...



rui why u always so ready for the cam wan...hahaha....





after mos...went to darus for our yamcha session..

i was almost sober all nite long ok, 90% sober...although i drank more than usual...hahaha











maybe i'm playing with fire...sometimes there's no need of an explanation...what trully matters is the common understanding...and its already more than enough...