Thursday, December 04, 2008

Officially Over

he's not my bi anymore...

and i'm not his ling anymore...

we're nothing but frens...everything starts fresh again

this is a deal..a game...a game with terms and conditions that i set and agreed by patrick..

everything starts fresh again...

but the only con is...if he meet someone whom he likes to be with...i cant stop him and all..its his life..i'm just a close fren of his...i can only care for him like how i care for my close frens..and he said he will too...no more hopes...no more dreams...everything starts like how we knew each other 3 years ago...as if all these never happened...we remained frens...

there's nothing i can do or say anymore...its time to move on...coz he already did...

i know i'm gonna miss everything...but...from now on i can only keep everything to myself...

goodbye...patrick..my bi...

hello...patrick..my fren..my buddy

10 comments:

Unknown said...

We'll guide you throughout this okay?? I know it's gonna be tough but I am sure you can do it~!!

Don't forget that you're the best!!! As always...

We love you~!!! GO GO GO!!!

Clarrise HueyHsiang said...

aih...i lived my days with hopes...now..no more hopes...
i also dunno how ad la...whatever ad la...aih...its never fair...effort doesnt counts..karma is not true...

Jialin said...

Hee..found you through angela's blog and I know you!!

Don't think that you know me..because the time I know you was year 2006..heh

Ya, it is never easy to endure heartbreak.Sometimes it may even feel as though half of your life has left you,etc.

Don't worry, my dear.

I believe that time will be the cure.

and look! my dear, you are more outstanding compare to the others, k? You will meet someone else maybe not right away but you will eventually and you friends or me will be there for you regardless.

So, just pick yourself up and paint a smile on and go enjoy yourself whilst you're young k?

There are tonnes of nice guy out there..*blink blink*

Well, I got myself a better one after the break up.

Life is hard, but let's face it happily, k?

Hold yourself together and I know you can do it!

加油!! 加油!! 加油!!

=)

Jialin said...

Sometimes giving up doesn't mean that you're weak, k?

It also mean that you are strong enough to let it go.

Sorry, talk too much..

But I really hope you will be fine as soon as possible..heh..

Live life to the max!

;)

Clarrise HueyHsiang said...

oh jialin...of coz i still remember you...didnt really get to know you...hey thanx alot for ur support and advise...aih...everything is so tough for me rite now...the shytiest shyt all happening to me rite at the same time....aih

逋。梦 said...

hey girl, like angela said, its gonna be tough...
he make his rule, why u so willing to follow? i know u love him...but u have to know...
if it's extreamly hard to see or know him dating with someone else, why choose to be friend? close friend somemore...this will never ending to killing u slowly...u're not going to be his guardian...so...if this love have it's ending, u should stop hurting urself...i mean in mentally.
he has his right to set his rule, but u have the right to not to follow...if u really hurt...pls pull urself out from this meaningless new game...
memory cant delete...our brain just dont like computer...how everthing gonna to restart again...unless there is a pill can make u to lost all of the memory...
but there doesnt have...
anyhow, i hope u can over come this matter, and get well soon...
bucks up!

Clarrise HueyHsiang said...

i set the rules..and he agreed with them...aih...nvm la...be his fren also not bad mah...i know its time to wake up and move on already...i'll try my best la...aih..how i wish..there's this button or pill..i can u push the button or take the pill..and all memory bout him will be erased..and i wont need to suffer so much

Unknown said...

Stop putting urself in this sad and blue mood okay?? It's time for party girl~!! Let's party...as I've promised u to go clubbing with u~!! But not always la k? once in a while ok la...hehehehe....XD

Clarrise HueyHsiang said...

u said that whenever i call you u must go...yeeerrrr.liar liar pants on fire...hahahah...okay lo...maybe like twice in a month??hahahahha

Unknown said...

Wah~!!! Twice in a year then ok la....twice in a month wor...XD

sorry...i'm wearing skirt now...not pants...so no fire! hahaha...XD