Friday, November 06, 2009

Pamper

Its been kinda long since i had such a good time...initially no plans for the night...only plan was to rehears with fren for an upcoming concert next week...then stay at home for more series n then call it a night...ever since last month when i'm starting to feel the pinch of running outta cash...didnt really wanna go out at all...prefered to stay at home most of the time coz thats the only way to ensure that i wont spend...

well you know..plans that came up suddenly at last minute..normally would bring some fun into my everyday life...so went out to setapak to teman my dear to get back his uncle's guitar from an old fren of his..then went over to Library in Cineleisure..hanged out with some frens...its been kinda long since i had such a great time drinking and hanging out with frens...and tonight is the night...after that i felt like dancing..so dear texted yirui who's at Maison every thursday..that we'll be going over to join her there...

again we were there...well...i had my part of fun..hopefully i did not neglected my bf..lolz...came back to cheras again for supper..as expected la...dear where can be full after eattin poridge without any proper meat in his meal...hahahha..in fact he had supper TWICE...lolz...

my hair is getting abit better...not so sad d la...some said i look better with this hairstyle..but not much of a difference also actually..ahhaha...well..i dunno la..but am happy that its getting better day by day...gonna nourish it with plenty of conditioner...hahjahahhaha...


okay...i had my part of fun and its gonna last for some time before i feel the need to inject more into my life...time to focus on what i need to do now..upcoming concert in Bukit Jalil Golf Club..and most important of all before the arrival of 2010....VOCAL COMPETITION (FINALS) in Johore...at the same time..shall keep on practising for my Graduation Recital next year...kinda worried now at the state that i'm going...

its already the ending of my 1st week of semester break...somehow i dun feel like i'm having any holidays..lolz...well coz to start with..i wasnt really that busy with during the semester...or was i busy but i'm already so used to it i dun feel it anymore?ahaha...and even with the semester break..i still got classes to attend and stuff...Tuesday..weekly Dithyrambic practise..will be more intense as we have upcoming concerts..Melacca in end of this month and our Debut in MPO(that is if u dunno..we're singing with the organist at Dewan Philharmonic, KLCC) in December...gotta rush back to KL straight from Johore after the Vocal Competition ended...Wednesday got Vocal lesson...Thursday got major lessons in Uni, Friday night gotta go Urbanattic for JazzPetrol, Saturday gotta teach in Midvalley and Violin lessons...

so as u can see..i'm still busy...and even after the vocal competitions and all the concerts, xmas carolling's coming up next..hahaha...well...am glad that i have so many things to do..at least i wont be wasting much of my time..loitering at home without doing anything usefull..ahaha...

i'm begining to enjoy my life, to love my life being a musician and a part time singer..(am i qualified to call myself that??lolz)...never regreted of choosing this path in my life..hope everything will be better and better..

of coz..there's one thing thats bothering me right now..hopefully it wont be something that i need to worry..and everything will go well for me for now and in future...

kayz...thats the short update..i know its been kinda long since i updated much bout myself and stuff..busy and getting lazy d...

til the next update..
ciaoz..

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Heart Broken

everytime i touch my hair, or even look into the mirror..i feel terribly sorry for myself..for the decisiont that i've made...never expected that it would cause so much harm to me...and the outcome...totally unexpected...and i guess there's nothing i can do but to wait for time to pass to let it heal...


yea i'm heart broken...not coz i fought with my bf or what...hahaha..say til so dramatic...cheh...lolz...

went to did my hair..never expected my hair to so damaged all these while..and just in two days' time i've permed and straightened my hair twice each...sigh...now...nothing can be done.i'm suffereing from hair crisis 1st time in my life...i guess this really teach me lesson...cheap stuff doesnt mean its good...all these while my hair havent been treated correctly, nicely..hence the accumulated damages...

since i got back..i tied my hair in a ponytail coz its in a terrible state..dry, damaged...almost broom-like...hopefully after washing 2mr it'll be better..dead worries now...

aih...i need some miracle...

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Big Bully On the Road ----> WNS 3289

firstly, i know this is not the correct thing to do...but serious this asshole seriously ticks me off...and also to warn all of u out there on this stupid driver..watch out for this car in future please...thank you..

i was on my way back to Cheras from Bukit Jalil after having vocal class...so usually it takes me almost an hour to reach home despite its short distance..its always jam and people would just cut in and out of ques...so today i've told myself that i should drive nicely and let people in if they need to...so...when i was reaching the turnout to Bandar Tun Razak and Taman Connaught from Kesas highway..i was QUEING....and then...suddenly i saw some few cars zoomed passed me on the right side and straightaway expect other cars ahead to let them in...and mind you..other cars and motorist were already HONKING this particular HONDA ACCORD in LIGHT BROWN METALIC with car number plate of WNS 3289...so of coz i wouldnt let him in coz its my road..my line, and i was MOVING AHEAD at that time...and this car...he just KEEP FORCING HIS WAY INTO MY LINE...UNTIL MY CAR IS LESS THAN 10CM FROM BOTH HIS BLOODY HONDA AND THE CAR ON MY LEFT SIDE...and I COULDNT MOVE ONE TINY MILLIMETER AT ALL...COZ IF I DID..I'LL HIT HIS CAR AND THE CAR ON MY LEFT...(U THINK U DAMN SMART AITE??IT ONLY SHOWS HOW IDIOTIC YOU ARE IN PERSON)...so i STARED at him...and this BALDING DECENT LOOKING UNCLE (might gives u the false impression that he's harmless..but in fact he's the BIGGEST BULLY on the road) stared back at me...i can assure u how close his car was to mine..that i can see if he has a tiny mole on his face..THAT CLOSE....so we stared at each other for few seconds..he was quite SMART..coz he thought that by SANDWICHING me i would let him go, have things his way..which i eventually did..NOT COZ THAT I'M SOMEONE THAT HE COULD BULLY..but coz THATS NOT MY CAR AND I DUN WANNA GET INTO TROUBLES OF HITTING OTHER CARS...

UNCLE...from the outside u seriously look decent..harmless and polite..but in fact..ur the BIGGEST ASSHOLE, BIGGEST BULLY ON THE ROAD i've ever seen..yea ur driving HONDA ACCORD..so what?? MYVI's also a car too ok...what makes u think that u have bigger car means u have bigger rights to cut ques??and secondly...ur sooooo damn fucking IMPOLITE that u makes me feel DISGUSTED...its not ur road, ur line...yet u force ur way into MY ROAD...pun sudahlah...and u have to SANDWICH me til i cant move..IF I MOVE I WOULD HIT INTO UR CAR AND I WOULD HAVE TO PAY YOU you SLIMMY BASTARD..and in the end i had to give u a hand gesture to "WELCOME" U TO CUT MY LINE coz i've no choice...thirdly..i'm a lady driver and i know most m'sian male drivers, especially, would make fun of lady drivers here on how lousy they drive and all...yes i'm a lady driver...a yound lady driver..but that doesnt mean that i can be easily bullied and being take advantages of...and if i were to see you again and you provoke me once more..i can assure you that i'm daring enough to do things you can never imagine me doing...my dad taught me well on road manners...being polite and same time not being taken advantages of..

this is totally not the right thing to do..i'm sure...but coz what u did was seriously too much..u seriously DESERVE EVERY CURSE FROM ALL THE DRIVERS THAT U HAD PROVOKED IN THE PASS, THE PRESENT AND IN THE FUTURE...i'm sure KARMA will get urself served in ur most DESERVED way...because ur the MOST IMPOLITE, SLIMMIEST and STUPIDEST driver..and NOT FORGETTING...BIG BULLY ON THE ROAD..i'm sure ur family are totally ashamed of you...

NOTE TO THIS UNCLE'S FAMILY...PLEASE THINK A MILLION TIMES BEFORE CONSIDERING USING THIS CAR FROM NOW ON-----> WNS 3289...U'LL NEVER KNOW MAYBE TOMORROW SOMEONE HE PROVOKED DECIDED TO TAKE REVENGE ON HIM...AND BY USING THIS CAR UR INDIRECLY PUTTING URSELF IN DANGER...

and last but not least...

GOOD LUCK TO YOU UNCLE...i'm sure u'll NEED it...

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Grant Me A Wish

i've uploaded these pics while i was at urbanattic last nite..didnt had the time to blog til now..piggin out in my room on my bed since i got back from a wedding dinner..my babysitter's son's wedding..
the more wedding i've gone to lately.. makes it harder for me to believe in marriage..Do they actually live happily??everything seems so superficial...it always has been the culprit..TRUST..

okay..cut the crap..more updates..PD trip during Raya..














The girls..MinJi, Ling, Lala, Moi and Vivian






Dinner Time























someone called that night..to check on me whether i still hold a grudge on him since the bloody day he hurt me and left me to die...
sorry..i'm just not in the right state of mood and right state of mind now..even if i'm blogging bout happy stuff















































god knows what it is



































































Vocal Competition @ Civic Hall PJ on 27th September

LaiYee, ChaiYing, Moi and Chloe



Josephine and I..my accompanist








Top 10 for both Guy and Girls categories..




Top 4 of both categories..which will be competing again against each other in Nationals in Johor in Dec...








we got into the Nationals..Clar, Rachel, Zhong, Johan, and Terry(Maggi)



members of Dithyrambic Singers..all of them are Mr Ian's Student..except for me..Mr Ian is my Si Goong..haha




i was the 2nd-runner up







with YuenNee, Cynthia, Carmen and Rachel



my teacher



with ling and chloe..




with Mr Ian Lim


dear rushed over to civic hall again after he's done with his wedding gig in Klang...then we went yamcha in SS2's WongKok













with xiaoteng, YeeFen, Chloe and Jo







wanna thank dear for supporting me and always be there for me..fetching me to classes..letting me use his car to go to classes..send me over to MIA for rehearsals and supported me during the competition...thanks alot
also not forgetting Mr Ian for coaching me, my teacher Bee Theng...and frens that supported me..thanks alot...
i will do my very best during the Nationals in Dec down in Johor...
When words can no longer express myself...
when talks could no longer help...
when booze no longer be the thing that helps to forget bout all the problems and miseries...
i wonder what will be next..........

Monday, October 05, 2009

Urban Lifestyle

Went kai kai at Midvalley with dear just now..finally got myself a new pair of Ipanema...Loves...hehe...and i saw plenty of Domokuns in one shop in Gardens...and all the adorable softtoys...aaaawwwwwwwwwwww.....most of the girls are suckers for cute, adorable soft toys...hahaha...okay..i had a great evening...had dinner at Sushi Zanmai..been gazillion years since i last went there..ahahah...

okay..updates on Dear very 1st gig @ UrbanAttics, Capsquare KL. They are the Jazz Petrol

it was yaw's birthday..so they had some small celebration for him there..


asked him to get on the stage to show some of his geng drum skills..





his stool being taken away...playing drums while standing



one of his drumsticks being taken away this time.



at last...he's playing the drums with his bare hands...haha..geng okay...



Dear on Saxophone



breakie before the last set..




the Jazz Petrol..Dennis on keyboard, MinJi on vocals, TianKiat on Bass, Eddy on Sax and Emmanuel on Drums



Emma's 20th birthday @ Laundry..before raya..

happy guy..coz plenty of shots from his frens...




downing them one by one...he's damn strong...








another shot to go...



all of those shots did nothing much to him...ahahah...sorta immortal..ahhaha










1st Flamming for the night..












he had a total of 3 Flammings that night..and plenty more shots and booze





Happy giler...hahaha



"Hmmm...how should i cut this birthday cake, bread thingy.." hahahahah i wonder was he sober at that time...



but whatever it is...the bread/cake sure does taste good...



this crazy one...sigh....=p





okay...thats all for this post..will update again when i feel like it...
toodles..
muahzs..
with love.

Friday, October 02, 2009

Black Light That Spoils It All

Finally organized the many pics in my folder in my lappy...well..supposed to be in Uni now attending masterclass..but due to some unforeseen circumstances..hahaha..i'm at home now...so there's nothing to do so i just decided to update some of the pics...

note that all these pics are dated quite some time back...since late august til part of September..


my bf....@_=

attended a relative's wedding dinner in Kajang...Bro got to know that a relative is his junior...well..it works like this...my 2nd uncle, bro and that relative...all studied, studying in MMU under Engineering..so...my Uncle is the eldest senior..followed by my bro and that guy...so the funny thing happened when we're leaving the dinner.you know family members gotta greet all the guests goodbyes and all...then he bid me goodbye by saying " nice meeting you 2nd senior's gf..." i just laughed there..and cleared things up by telling him that i'm his sis instead..well reason that he didnt know is coz he was with my bro during the morning's wedding ceremony..i wasnt there coz i was abit too lazy to go..after that i told my mom and bro bout what happened..damn funny...but seriously..dont we look alike that the slightiest bit???



trip to genting...randomness again...during the mid 7th month in July...if you get what i mean...@___@




Yirui, Ling and i


Thiery....whos always playing his psp..



dear and i
and i went into the Casino!!! hahaha...coz dear itchy hands la wanna gamble...original plan was to go in..but coz yirui wasnt full 21 yet..in the end only the both of us went in..


@ library...Dennis, Clarence and Jeanie






with Emma



During Yaw's Birthday at a restaurant called Train Cafe or something..forgotten...its in PJ..



floating balloons






and the man behind the floating balloons...David







i curi-ed it back with me...hahahahaha



then we went to BangkokJazz to support Angela..coz she was singing there..poser shot #1



poser Shot #2



before raya that week...friday...headed over to Library@ Cineleisure for Emma's birthday..but at last ended up at Laundry


Lepaking around while waiting for time to go for my violin lesson..ahha




okay thats all...BYE

Thursday, October 01, 2009

Fatigue

am blogging straight from my Uni's MIDI lab right now..coz there's no practise room to use and i've got nothing to do...

still recuperating from the fatigue since last week...patutlah getting older and older by each day..haha...some said i've lost abit of weight..happy...=D hahaha

okay i'm bored..nothing to do..the line in uni is ridiculously slow...sigh...fb lack and all...blogs cant even load properly...siens....how to past my time la....

ok la..bye