Beautiful

One of those nights, when you woke up from your sleep, disrupted sleep.
No, it wasnt nightmares, it wasnt sad dreams.

I dreamt of you, us, our past, our dreams, our future.
It was so beautiful, i was supposed to wake up from them, smiling...
but all i felt were heartaches, sadness, regrets.

It was so beautiful, i thought they were real.

I woke up crying, with sadness, with regrets.
hugged my pillow so tightly to ease the pain in my chest,
and then, i fell back into sleep, again...

that cycle repeated for at least 5 times in one night...
the pain...


it was so beautiful, so real...



but you are crying...