Hatred,anger,pain...

so long didnt update already..was bz with TXN..plus bi's house's internet connection got prob and i couldnt blog there as i dunno the password for their wireless...seldom at home..was sick...plenty stuff happened...anyways was back in cheras last last wednesday,coz the following day got vocal class..woke up in the morning to find that i had sore throat..kept drinking water and all..didnt really ate much coz i was alone then n just lazy to go out buy lunch..somehow sore throat made me loose my appetite on any kinds of food..so i ate bread for the whole day..went for class from 4.30 til 6pm..guess my bloof sugar level was kinda low that time and wasnt feeling too well...nearly fainted during class and i scared i my teacher like hell...i told me i wasnt feeling well so we just went thru some new songs together,sight-reading way...then suddenly i felt that i'm going to faint so i stopped singing and just cover my face with my hands..my teacher looked up and she was in total shocked...she said my face turn purple and then white..i looked so pale that she asked me to sit down and rest..but after awhile i was alrite...continued with my class..walked back to my house after that..it was raining quite heavily then but all i wanted just to get home quickly...so i didnt care bout the rain n just walked over.waited for an hour plus then bi reached to take me over to his place...coz the following week is TXN already so i just hoped that i could lend a hand or something or just dont trouble him to fetch up and down from cheras..that nite didnt slept at all..bz talking whole nite..only slept like 8am the next morning..

we went mcd for supper/breakfast @ 4 something 5 in the morning...


bi's coffee and sausage mcmuffin...he had two sets of it..really a big eater

playing with the cam

bz eating and lazy to layan me

playing with bi's cap..i wasnt eating so nothing to do...i looked funny...

on the way home after that...

bi was supposed to go to sunway in the morning ar 9 something to meet up with his frens to discuss bout their assignment..but in the end his grandpa took the car and lost his way in pj so didnt came back in time..in the end bi didnt go..instead he slept at home..then around afternoon when i woke up to find that he was sleeping in his sis's room..so i woke him up for his team meeting...throughout the weekend nearly spend most of our time at the car workshops in sunway doing the stuff for upcoming TXN...its like the Racingfit is like out 2nd home..lolz..serious k..no joke...but anyhow i still managed to shop..bought a torquise color heels..

anyways on monday bi had class and need to do car stuff..so i went to find rui...in the morning before her piano class we went for breakfast @ Old Town in taipan..i was sick then so after ordering and settled down..i took tissue and started blowing my nose.then the bloody malay woman sitting at the next table beside me went:

malay woman:"excuse me,we're eating."(giving me those bloody annoying look)

me:"oh sorry."

i mean i apologized just for being polite..but that stupid bloody malay woman acting like she's so high class and all speaking english to me...i wondered why i even apologized in the 1st place..its a public place,and i can do whatever i want..i was sick and ran out of tissue..and my nose was so runny..he husband just sat there and kept quiet...wtf man these kinda ppl...if she dislike ppl smoking then can she just say "excuse me..we're eating can u dont smoke??"wtf man..i was so pissed off the whole day...she totally spoilt my mood for the whole day...not mentioning that lately i wasnt really in good mood and in good situation..and yet that day i finally feeling alrite and she had to spoilt my mood for me???!!!! she thinks that she owns that place or something...pls la woman..this is a public place and not ur house ok...its not like i was blowing to her or facing her or what...i totally cover half of my face with the tissue..so pa pai man these kinda ppl..if so pa pai then just reserve the whole restaurant to ur own la stupid...and they're so happily eating their breakfast @ 9 something 10 in the morning..dun need to work and goyang kaki while still getting paid...sorry but these kinda ppl really pissed me off like shyt...yea i'm racist..but only to these kinda ppl that expect the government to take care of them without having to work and still get paid...hello...we're paying the taxes and ur actually using our money ok???seriously this whole country is hopeless..i swear to myself..one day i'm going to leave to other country and never to come back when i have the ability to do so...

we went to midvalley and the garden..wore the new heels that i bought for TXN...hurt like shyt when i wore for like near an hour...bought pressie for ling and shop hangkai around lo..but i didnt spend much except for ling's pressie and our lunch @ Madam Kwan's..full like hell...seriously the garden have nothing much to shop lo..all expensive and branded stuff..so branded that i've never even heard of it before..call me jakun or whatever u like but thats me...u dun need to wear branded stuff to looke nice and trendy...before going back to rui's house we went Cat Whisker's..didnt see anything i like there..plus its kinda pricey also...after that bi picked me up and we went for dinner

midvalley's xmas deco..

the garden

butterflies...really nice...love them..

my baby...mixed golden retriever..bi's grandpa found near his house de..

she's really naughty..but same time very good girl..always ready to pose for the camera...

TXN

team Yakuza

team Imperial

camwhore in the car coz nth to do while waiting...

Street Genetics

ricky polishing the tyres

i heart jazz....=)

sad banner..so small..it was supposed to be 9-10 cars long...they even spelled it wrongly...

ah soon eating nuggets..lolz..tried to teach me to smoke...haha

bling blings...

love the flower motives

team street..mother club of street genetics

three big thrust with huge banner

dunno who's car..i just simply snaped

I.C.E.

MLOC..police theme..

i heart fairlady...=)

teamcity..

teamcity..1st day..look at the bumper wei...

posing with bi's ride

after event ended..waiting for other members..

sponsors for TS and SG

Street Genetics 2nd day...we had other plans..we bought 20m of cloth and drew graffiti on it as our banner...even put lights under the cars..our dress code for the day was white top with jeans and tie and shoes...didnt managed to take any pic of our outfits though

drawn by Kevin SG-03

i just found out that the ribbon maker spelled it wrongly on the ribbons too...it was supposed to be Japanese Car Owners Club...

free model...

teamcity -2nd day...

goodyear stage..

judges signing the banner

bi's trophy...

sunday afternoon woke up then went out for lunch with bi's family...then after dinner bi brought me out to summit to eat wraps and watch Enchanted..been wanting to watch that movie and finally we got the time...after movies we went for pool in ss15'..went home after that..