another past...didnt did much..as i was preparing for my finals..my first paper will be moral studies..this friday...havent finish studying yet..haha..well..for the past weekend..my mom wasnt here at home..Hurray!!!!so peaceful and quiet..sometimes she's just pain in the ass..making so much noice n fuss about everything she lay her hands on..haha..sorry but too bad..i'm just telling the truth..2 nites back i was rushing to finish up my oa assignment..my group frens just passed it to me like on last thursday..and need to summarize so many pages of articles..but luckily my house was quiet enough for me to finish up my own stuff..well..good news for me..my new handphone is one the way liao..haha..although its a secondhand phone..but its quite new..just a 3 and a half month phone only...w810..on the market the selling price is around rm1100...but i got it for 800..just hope that nothing wrong with the hp lor..haha..the hp will reach my bro 2mr or latest by wednesday..n by next week i'll be able to lay my hands on my new hp liao..so happy..hehehe..today my dad left his car home so i could drive out myself to have lunch..so fun la..without having my parent with me when i'm driving..felt relax..hehe..although i was fetching my bf..but it was alright..he was worried n wanted to accompany me..went to a mamak near my hse..so long didnt drive car ad..it was fun..just now after i came bac from his house..tidied my house n cook rice for my cats,was rice for 2nite's poridge..then my cat..kept making noice asking for food..aiyo..then accidentally smashed a porcelain mug..near to my cat..he got terrified..then sped off to the hall ad..haha..then only came bac to the kitchen like 20 minutes later..dun even dare to make a noice til i talked to him..showed me a pity face as if he did something wrong..hahaha..my mom's coming bac any moment now..haha..oh yea..next week end going gentitng oh..with my family and relative n my buddies oh..so happy...hahaha

a typical day of my life

today i'm back at home again...most of classes in college ended ad..finals also coming...my 1st paper will be in two weeks time..havent even started studying yet...dun have the mood to study also...haha..lazy people like me always find all sorts of excuses...haha..well..my past week was quite interesting...monday..went back to hostel at nite...nothing much happened la...just went to angela's room to find them after i was back in campus..tuesday...morning got class lor..moral studies..thought the lecturer will give us tips for the finals on that day..purposely so semangat go for class..but in the end just presentation and some lecture..after that aa...went for brunch with my yirui they all in hostel cafeteria..we always have bruncg instead of breakfast of lunch..we thought that by combining both meals together we will be able to eat lesser,spend lesser and loose weight...so naive of us..haha..but what happened that day was after yikling came back from her piano lesson,we went out together coz she wanna see doctor..on our way out..we went to mamak..ate lunch...haha..big eatter lor me and yikling..haha..sounds scary rite??haha..after that went to giant to hangkai for awhile coz yikling wanna buy contact lens..after that eddy fetched us go to the clinic...well..yirui and eddy was late for class that day...eddy went but not yirui..she said if she's late for more than 15 minutes..she wont bother to go ad..so she was with us lor...after that we had class in comp lab...did our accessment for oa lor...stupid subject i would say...haha..at nite we all went to jiarou's room to hang around..watched a few hongkong series in my comp then yikling said she wanna go bac to our room ad...tired and drowsy coz of the medicine wor...so i was still with my frens..hang around..went back a lil later...dunno y i couldnt sleep til around 1am everyday...so i stayed up to surf the internet...i was just thinkin bout what am i going to do on the next day as i dun even have a single class in wednesday...then my loukung offer to come find me...so the next morning i woke up..got ready,went to practise my violin as i have group session on thursday..around 10 like that loukung came to pick me up to his place..on our way back he said he felt like eating breakfast at mcd...so we went to the one in our area..kota kemuning...ordered two sausage mcmuffin set for the both of us..after we were done..he said he wanna eat chicken mcd pulak..such big eatter..haha..after that went back to his hse lor..his grandparents and his sis went back to penang...his parents working...left us alone with his maid,,quite peaceful la...haha...we then watched zorro 2..very nice..haha..tot wanna make pancake for tea time...but we were too full..hours later we were back to cheras as he had promised me to teman me go pasar malam and have dinner together..but unfortunately it rained..so we went to pizzahut instead..after dinner went to jalan jalan at pasar malan for awhile lor..since we were so full after dinner..after that loukung had to go back to do his homework..aihz..miss him so much...in hostel..me and yikling went to shower together...we came back from shower..only to realise that i accidentally locked ourself outside..without clothings.only a towel.haha..so went to find jiarou they all..ask for help...only got bac to our own room an hour later..thursday aaa...hmmm,..went to class like usual...during my violin group session..i panicked and screwed up most of my performance...both hands was shaking...cant even hold the violin and the bow properly...hope nobody noticed that...hope i will get better grades than last sem..aihz...then at nite went to yirui hse..b4 that went to 1u..tumpang eddy's car as he went there to pick his princess from work..pity him..saw our films and arts appreciation lecturer and his wife at 1u...this yirui aaa..ahaha..saw our lecturer..just point at him then kept laughing so hard..mr patrick and his wife dunno whether to say hi to us or to run away as fast as they can...so funny..i bet alot of people must have tot that we this bunch of gals are crazy..kept laughing so hard and laughing like crazy people all the time..haha...went back to yirui's hse..painted our nails.did mask, chatted and all...a girls' nite out..very fun ler.haha...so here comes friday...sien lor..nothing much also..went to class as usual...then my dad went to coll to fetch me home..2mr cant see my loukung..he will be going to melacca with teamcity..but sunday can see him..my parents going down to melacca to visit my grandma..i insisted to stay back...haha...miss u bi...aihz..and sorry for making u come bac all the way from bangsar just to bring me the contact lens solution from ur hse to me..and made ur car's airfilter to spoil...and also got scolded from ur dad..sorry..i didnt know...i tried to stop u from coming back...but ur hp pending..and i thought that u go to subang area for dinner only...i didnt know u went to bangsar...sorry...aihz...

sien to the max...

aiyo..so sien at home....dunnno what to do..my 2nd sem going to be over ad...that means finals are coming..yet i'm as lazy as always to start studying...just cant get rite into the mood of studying...aihz..yesterday i finished all my hsework..2day got nth to do...so sien..wanna go out but he's not free...somemore told me that he'll be away end of next month, to hongkong for vacation...january only coming bac...i dunno what am i supposed to do when's he's not around for that one week or so...die lo...plus its also sem break at that time..most of my frens wont be arouns either...most of them going bac to their hometown..one of them going to japan for vacation...holiday sux la..aihz...2mr til the coming friday is course selection week...havent even make up my mind on what subjects to take next sem..aihz...havent discuss with all my frens..aihz..i hate weekends and holidays!!!!!aihz...
sometimes also dunno y i get angry...can say that i get angry for nth...just not really in a good mood..mood swing aaa??but my period just over...how come ler...aihz...like he said..i'm always so stubborn...always want everything to go according to my way...but my frens...they are all independent individuals...sometimes they do things might be abit delaying or hard to make decision...aihz..no offence u guys...sometimes after i got angry...i tried to think back of the reason y did i angry...surprisingly..i couldnt find any valid reasons to be angry at...i'm stupid,stubborn,foolish,selfish and arrogant...funny that y i still have a bunch of great frens in schu now..i wonder..aihz...sorry guys..didnt mean all that i've done..aihz..for most of the times..i feel guilty over getting angry at ppl around me for nth..for so many times i told myself not to make the same mistakes again and again..yet...here i am..feeling guilty over the all the things that i've done..i thank him alot..for being so understanding and patient with me all these while..i know i'm bad tempered and stubborn and all..aihz..and my frens..i know they must have been wondering y i always get angry at them for nth..sorry guys..i myself also dunno y i get angry like that...everytime after i got over with my anger..and thought back the reasons of y i get angry but i couldnt get any...i feel ashamed...of what i've done...shame on me..speechless on my behaviour....