All Alone

totally gone disappeared into my own world...didnt blog coz i got nothing particular to blog...furthermore..this is not really the rite place...so...i'm having my holidays.actually this time round my sem break only lasted for around one week...sad to admit but yes...coz i had violin exam so i needed to stayed back in cheras and prepare...too bad i didnt did my best there...i thought it was kinda easy...i never got nervous..i enter the room, and just did my thing with the companion of my accompanist, Johan...overall i gone abit outta pitch..and kinda screwed up my sight reading as i always do...just cross my fingers and toes hard that i'll pass it...that day was a special day to remember...2 students sitting for exam..but 3 other guys accompanied them both along...me, bi, johan, joelin and taufiq...had a great time going out with them...and finally got a chance to get to know more bout taufiq...we went down to klcc around 11 something...hanged around, had lunch, bought MPO tickets...then off we went to meet up with joelin in Impiana Hotel...after exam...went back to Klcc to shop for johan's gf's birthday present...then went back to cheras...of coz that wasnt it...i spend 3 days at bi's before his second trip...wanted to spend some time together before he's leaving again...always so bz...but that's what he wanted..and i totally respect it...all i can do is to be more patient, and wait in silence for him...


happy thing is Jin Ying got accepted into UCSI...good to see someone i actually know around in college...2nd thing...well not so happy bout it...hmm or i shouldnt put it that way...it was what i wanted...and i finally got it..but i kinda worried that things wont go as i wished it would be..so just pray hard la...well i got accepted into Dithrambic Choir...not sure whether need to go for any audition anot...thats what my vocal teacher told me few days back...not really happy that i lesser time to spend with bi...plus my stupid timetable...aih..totally messed up everything for me...but i guess i'm in no position at all to choose..but to accept it...its really a good chance..really...and not everyone gets that opportunity..so i should really be greatful...

i'm gonna be more busy in future...aih i hate to be busy.....

Fickled Minded me...

stayed back in cheras even my exams were over...coz i needed to attend violin and vocal class...but in the end didnt went for my violin class coz it was raining that morning...and i didnt wanna get myself wet...thats y i hate rainy days so much...after my vocal class...me and ling and thiery went out to midvalley for dinner and movies...before movies...went to play pool to pass time..its been awhile since i played pool...we watched Wall-e...keanwai joined us too..and fetch us back home safely...

outfit for the nite...


at kim gary..







although i'm wanting to be alone physically..but mentally...i'm lonely...

10+10=20

becoz this post is about my 20th birthday..so i'm thinking that i'm gonna post up lots of pics of myself..and the best thing is..u cant complain...if u have eye sore lookin at it...i suggest u that u skip this whole post...happy birthday to me!!!!


last friday...stayed back in cheras coz at nite got Modern Band Concert..after the concert...me and bi left coz bi got things to do...so left there around 10 i think..went back home to change to vios coz needed to meet up with Joey to pick up Mohawk stuff for shooting on sunday...after that we went for dinner/supper in taipan...

@ Leo's in taipan..


poser boy in action...










bi said that it was an early celebration for my birthday...




too sien d nothing to do while waiting for our food..


bi's drink...


black espresso with mint gelato...taste weird...maybe coz i dun drink coffee and eat mint ice cream..


dunno what else to drink so i ordered honey lemon..


bi's fried kueh tiaoh...got super big and chewy prawns...


pohpet nonstop wan la he...


my meehoon siam..was just alrite..my mom's taste much better..


something extra...the black black tadpole jelly aaa...when bite that time feel like i was eating papaya seed...not nice...down there is sweetened sea coconut...


Leo's special toast...nothing special...but full of coloring...


after makan went back home..bi promised to give me my birthday give when we got home that nite..

full of surprise la this box i tell u...






its a card...




dengdengdengdeng....


dengdengdengdeng....


TA DAH!!!!!


this year's birthday i got an iPod Shuffle from bi!!!at 1st he wanted to get me the Mickey Mp3..but i busted his plan without me knowing what he'll give me..so he changed the plan...bi u still owe me a meal ler...


my 3rd darling..


muakzs...


sorry la i too jakun d....never in my mind thought that i'll have an iPod in my entire life..lolz..








saturday morning...was out whole day with bi..morning til late afternoon..was in balakong coz bi needed to fix bodykit...at nite was his grandpa's birthday dinner i Klang...was invited by his mom..after dinner we went to his aunty's house for cake and stuff...when i was bout to go to bed...kelvin called bi and asked to go out..so bi dragged me along with him..mana tahu they wanna go to subang to play CC...so bi dragged me along again...lolz...around 4 something only came home..




sunday...stayed at home coz victor went to bi's house for photo shooting...i needed to study for my psycho paper the next day..at nite...bi's frens planned an early birthday celebration for me at the mamak...

my nan cake..


with Devil...she made the nan cake for me..


1st time having a nan cake..was special...=)


thanx to Devil and frens...noticed the cake thats with only one candle??


the mamak was full with people watching olympics...it was Msia fighting against China in badminton...Lee Chong Wei playing against Lin Dan..heart attack la see the match...langsung no eye see i tell u..aih


savouring...


ta dah!!!..anothing birthday cake from bi...which also with one candle...altogether..10+10=20!!


kelvin, me and angust...hope i spell his name correctly..lolz..


me with Devil and her bf Eric..


with bi...after everything..went back home to study...around 12 something bi only send me back to cheras then he left for subang for some meeting..



bi has been very very very busy lately..aih...but there's nothing i can do but to keep quiet and wait...








monday...had my pyscho paper @ 2.30pm...was able to cope la...3 something me and rui left the exam hall d...went to run some errant then went back home to rest...picked up ling @ 7 something.then off we headed to Jusco Cheras selatan's Greenbox for my birthday!!!

in the car...


dunno why my cam wasnt functioning the way its supposed to be...the pics turned out to be very blurry even when my hand didnt shake..


in our room..lala and vic and theiry reached there earlier to get the room..so when we got there they ad eatten..








the disco effect pic..lolz..




with hubby..






poser boy in action again..lolz












with lala..


thiery and ling...he's da new member of our house...welcome!!!


sorry ling's faced got cut off...


ling and i..


rui and i..


wanted to take a pic of what we wear that nite..semua pakai baju baru..lolz..








suddenly ling came in with a big box...its my present...!!!so its present opening session...

Elle bag from all of them..


damn funny..this black stocking is given by ling..she wrapped the box with news papers..i was wondering why she gave me news papers..lolz..


cupido from rui...


iPod from bi..


my 3rd birthday cake this year...by Greenbox..lolz..








just when i wanted to blow the candles...bi accidentally blew one of it..


then he light it up again..


me and bi decorated it...


making wish...


bi said why i got so many wishes to wish la..lolz..


and i am offically 20!!!


he looked so happy..like he's the birthday boy..lolz..












bi opened the complimentary champagne kononnya..lolz..its just sparkling juice..


we left shortly after cutting cake and all..coz bi needed to leave to work...aih always so bz..

my pressies for this year...thanx everyone!!!


playing with the ribbon..


making a fool outta myself..




kinda served as a hair accesory..lolz..


greenbox...1st time celebrating in a karaoke..and 1st time there..singing...




so there goes my 20th birthday...time flies...aih...


wanna thank everyone for making my 20th birthday a wonderful and memorable one...thanx so much everyone...