Chiplak updates...

as the title says..Chiplack updates..one post fill with many many short updates of all the back-logged pictures and events..hahaha...decided to update my blog for good coz i'm seriously bored here..having totally nothing to do...hahahha

okay this first update is on this year's mooncake festivals..my family and uncles and grandparents had dinner in a restaurant somewhere near Sri Petaling..i dunno whats that place call..but i can show u directions to it..hahaha

some egg dish...with chinese wine i think..abit weird..


stir-fry vege...


pumpkin sauce poultry..this is really good

and huge ass prawns...damn fresh lo..and its cooked then and there on our table..by pouring chinese wine onto it.how it is cooked is by placing lots of heated stones under the prawns in the pot..and once u pour in the wine..u must quickly cover the pot with its lid and there will be lots of asap coming out from the pot..and few minutes later the prawn is ready to be served..=) damn nice this dish...

steamed fish with tauchu

Tauhu...

another dish by my bro..prawns shell..hahahaha...


we then went back to grandma's house for prayings..

uncle's dog whos now staying with my grandparents..its name is Shorty..coz he's short..hahahaha

KL jalan Alor's famous beef balls noodles..reminded me of dear's gigging days for the past two months...

my last Choir Concert..muahahhaa..with sopranos..

the crazy four sistas..hahaha..which fathered by Terrence..ahahaha..let me tell you who's the eldest..the tiniest is the eldest of us four...muahahahahhaa...

Kenry and i

one of our many performing days...our performance in UM...going for dinner after performance..

good times..=)


comin up are a series of photos taken during dear and his frens' band competition in Hartamas

Eekee who's tipsy after having calsberg...

me, Emma and Maggie

the "ki siao" boyfren and i..hahahha

Halloween 2009

last minute plan..we are the normal couple.

the halloween couple..hahahaha..imagine bumpin into them right there at pavillion then..i was surprised to see them in makeups..haha..only both of them dressed up for halloween in the entire mall...i kid you not..=D

us again

looked so fine-dining kan??hahahaha...some pumpkin salad..nice...oh btw this restaurant is located at the ground floor of pavillion..crystal jade something..hahaha..next to a mexican restaurant la..


Shopping trip to 1U

we had late lunch at Italiannese..my first time there...did u know i'm an Italian food freak??hahahah..also japanese food freak...

ze smoothies...

Chloe with our appetiser..its yummy and healthy..

our main course..yummy..=)

Ling and thiery ordered vegie pizza and some pasta angelhair...(behind the pizza)

Lala and Vic's appetiser, minnestrone soup



and before i came back to shah alam...tuesday night..we had a 3 months break from Dithyrambic practise...so bibi brought me to FullHouse...

fish with some berries sauce...

Chicken chop i think...

mashed potatoes..this is the best among all...but yet the sauce spoiled the mashed potatoes..sigh...i think the place is just okay despite all the hooohahhs i heard before..hmmm wont think i'll go there again..dunno why...it just wont make me feel like i would like to go there again...

we got ourselves necklaces...pretty necklaces..=)

thats all for now...gonna update bout more recent events soon...

night night and g'bye...=)

Pain that Breathes

i wont say that i'd missed you simply coz u werent and arent around...

since when have i got so dependent of you?

this is what people call LOVE

but its a weakness to me...

keeping myself strong is what i do most of the time..

keeping my poise,

as fearful to some,

as proud to some,

as silly to some,

as stubborn to some...

there are just many pictures to who i really am beneath the poise that i keep holding onto so strongly...

but afterall..i'm just another imperfect human in the world..

one who makes mistakes over and over again...

one who believes that let pain breathe through them so to make them stronger...

is it stronger? or is it an immune to the pain?

how i wished i could sleep longer, wake up later...

so that time will pass easily...

no it did not happened...

waiting for some text message alert on my cell...

its like waiting for rain to fall upon the desert...

so rare...and so hard to wait for...

which accidentally remind myself of the same I, same time last year...

my strong poise is falling apart now..

i'm so tearful now..

tears fall easily just like a blink of an eye...

stress load i may have been put on lately??

stubborn-ness in me thats obstructing myself from moving forward??

problems with no solutions to it??

is it wrong to think about the past?

its not like its worth any rememberance to it...

but just another theme to my mega-huge sonata....or should i said an interlude??

the past, the present, the future...

when you realise that that used-to-be-special-someone is just another pitstop in your long journey...

it makes u let go even easily...

knowing that the pitstop is just one of the many that you will stopby in ur journey,

makes it no longer in any significance to you...

pain that breathes,

are more powerful than pain that pierce ur thru or cut u up in to many many pieces...

it is for that they live in you...

unlike the latter which would heal eventually with time, eventhough they give you scars...

pain that breathes...

your's trully,

Clarrise HueyHsiang.

Imperfectly Perfect

Sometimes when words do not express your thoughts, what will you turn to?
when one does not say a word, merely just keeping quiet...what is the person thinking??
sometimes keeping quiet is a good time to keep ur mind to urself, thinking and seeing other point of views toward a matter, and sometimes you do see things more crystal clear..
i thought you werent like that...but somehow you proved me wrong...or maybe was i too sensitive to feel it in the first place..i was there alone...with strangers whom i do not know...and you left with there all alone with them...without even looking back at me to check if i was alright there...yes you did not...nevermind..its okay...
left alone with a bunch a strangers...this feeling, this scene wasnt awkward to me at all as i was so used to it in the past..that its starting to haunt me now...nevermind..its okay...
sometimes when i do not speak, there is a reason behind it...
sometimes when i throw my temper, there are reasons behind it...
i once heard PMS is created by the guys to be used on girls when they simply let go of their temper on them..hence the infamous PMS excuse...
unlike guys, girls' mind and thinking are far more complex...


there are few times that i found that by keeping quiet it will save us lots of time from argueing with each other..
coz from the moment you give me no response to a matter...i know no matter how people hurt me, in the end you will either give me no response again, or worse still, it will end up even uglier with us fighting...and then it will be me who's the one who's bad tempered...yes i admit i am not a person with good temper and patience...nevermind..its my fault...

hurting one without doing it...sounds impossible no?? from the moment you raised your voice at me..almost shouting...there is no turning back...and it will be another mark in our history...and one day one of us might regret doing it when looking back...but who can turn back the time? not even god...whats done its done...

sometimes i feel sorry for the words that came out from my mouth without putting much thoughts and consideration to it...and no matter how much i regretted it i can never take them back...so does other people...if you think people's making a scene or drama on what you had said...its only so because you are the one who allow all that to happen to you by saying something stupid in the begining...

keeping quiet does keeps one away from lots of dramatic scenes..but often when one keeps quiet for too long..somehow or another some people will take advantage of that and bully you...but when you try to speak up for ur own rights and thoughts..people whom you thought will be on your side, instead, just keep quiet, or actually thinks that its no big deal, in fact that you're just making a scene, or seeking attention from others..

is there any justice?? is it worth seeking justice as prejudice will rule in the end??

this post is dedicated to you, my imperfectly perfect boyfren..you know that term??=)

good night and good morning fellow earth people...=)

have a great night sleep, or have a fab day ahead of you..=)

with love...