losses faith...looses all...

how would u feel if someone who's close to u...werent there for u when u needed them...instead..they helped other person...n suddenly...ur bf would like telling u to get on with life n not to make a fuss out of what happened...u thought that he was the one that trully understands u...yet..at this kinda time..he talked that way...i already have a bunch of people which i cant trust n lost faith on them...n i dun seriously doesnt need one more...everytime when something happened...i'm the one being left aside...well they just thought that i keep bullying that person...n the person's very pityful..so they all helped the person..but...do they even think bout how i felt all these time??just try to be fair n think if ur all are in my shoes..people....kinda lose hope on u..looses faith on u...whatelse do i need...nothing...all these while i'm just trying to be fair to everyone in this place...everyone share everything...so does all the work..i dont know whether ur people are blind or what or just think that i'm the one which making drama all the time...please open up ur eyes n look around okay..i know everyone has got their own character n all..but what the person did was seriously too much...and its not fair for all of us to bare with that just like that...when i'm trying to be fair...almost everyone stood against me...i was like the biggest enemy...the evil one..trying to act pity...with everything u say...just shut the fuck up...i thought that i've found a bunch of frens which i can treat them sincerely...unlike in secondary schu life...but i just found out that...nothing has changed..maybe i was too naive to even think that way...everytime i think back of what happened..我已经对你们觉得很心淡。心恢毅冷。looses faith..looses all....thank you to u people for teaching me a valueable lesson...never ever to put high hopes on people which u think that they are ur frens...you'll never know that in just a blink of an eye...they might betray u or something...beware...trust no one but urself n ur parents...coz they're the only one which will only wants the best for u...they wont betray u....