uni life has gone really stressful and busy lately...no more honeymoon semesters for me...
btw lately i was thinking about what i wanna do after grad...some wanna continue their studies in abroad, some wanna take another course...damn study life is damn good and flexible...i was suddenly awaken by this sentence quoted from rui:" i dont want to be teaching and facing piano, music for the rest of my life after grad...dont think you wanna teach for the rest of your life dont you??"
some things are meant to be done when your young...have the guts and chance in doing something beyond ur wildest dreams..and not just live the life like how your parents mapped out for you...just a thought...that i wanna be an air stewardess after grad...work for 2 years or so...only tie down myself with Yamaha for the rest of my life teaching..but of coz...i'll be doing something else for a living too...maybe in the performing industry??vocalist??accompanist??i dont think i can do much with my violin since i'm actually abandoning it...somehow i kinda lost my liking for violin..or is it coz i didnt focus enough and work hard enough for it??my attention was kinda drifted away into singing...so if i'm able to be a good vocalist..maybe i could consider to be a performer?? this is just a thought..but teaching in Yamaha is sorta like a must thing for me as there will be where imma start my teaching career...but the thing is..do i really wanna teach for the rest of my life??am i a teacher material?? with my bad temper and super lousy communication skills especially with the kids...i think i'm gonna die....
maybe upon graduating..i could scout for the basic allowance for an air stewardess and a music teacher...then i shall decide where am i'm going to head towards...good idea??lol...me being an air stewardess..this is like the wildest dreams..totally unimaginable...i think its gonna be a good job..coz u'll get to travel to different places...another life experience i think which will be a good one to have. an eye-opening experience...maybe also a good way to leave those unhappy things behind you to search for what you trully wants??
oh yea..maybe i could further my masters in US??thats if i'm able to apply scholarship...but then..the possibilty is kinda low seeing that i might need to help earn a living for my family...
sometimes its not that you've got a choice in what u wanna do for ur life...sometimes there are consequences..where you'll need to sacrifice urself for the bigger party...am i gonna be selfish?or i'm gonna sacrifice my time?
some random pics for this post...i think i just bored you guys out...
the disco ball i got for rui for her 20th birthday...now her car is a "bim boom car"...lol
Twin Towers..went there on monday..bummed around in the park...on the way back to KLCC got a few shots...
i look like a small gal...or innocent looking??hahah...oh yea..its blur face...haha..taken today in the recital hall when i was attending student recital...
choices with consequences...think bout it...
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